Heya, long time all.
For any that remember/care Mary was weird as hell and i fucked up with Jessica bad enough she doesn't talk to me anymore.
For the last three months about I've been just dating around, not finding anyone worth while.
My best friend ( a really cute girl) of about 3 years now has really liked me since she met me I found out a few days ago. I've told her everything from my great parent problems to...sexual expeiernces and we've always discussed anything and everything... I don't know if I like her or not on that level. I love her deeply for how long I've known her and how much we've helped eachother through things. I've been "inactive" =P for around a month now and I think she might take a shot (invited me over tomorrow night for dinner/movie night) and wants to go with me to Lake Tahoe for the weekend. Problem with this if she tries to make a move I dont know how I will react because I can't lose her how I lose my "real" exgf jessica...which was really my fault. I don't want to hurt her feelings on shutting her down or anything...but I just don't know if I want to go anywhere with her. Lol I am rambling but her friends have come up to me asking if I liked her and such, I always answered I love her, were great friends (we hang out a lot). I don't know we might have the relationship w/o the sexual part...
Help please...I don't know what I have with her now, and what to take with it.
Ive fucked things up a bit. I just have no idea, saturday night i got drunk and slept with a girl named kristen or...did something with her (what my best friend told me). His gf came over brought some friends, had some vodka sitting around and just got good and drunk. I have no idea if either of them know but eh, i needed a taste of the past =D.
The ONLY attraction i have for mary now is physical, she has a great body, a horrible personality and is just plain rude. decided before i really did anything elts id give her a chance (i mean wtf we were suppose to be goin out or w/e the fuck she meant by that), she says she wants to go to the bball game, then says she cant, then sneaks out, gets in a fight there cops come and shes grounded. Was like.....fuck u im gonna go get drunk saturday night or something..As sexually knew her for 3 weeks she did shit, made out and nothing more. Just no connection anymore. before we got along great but i guess i dug closer and found the worse shit possible.
jessica is beh. Sex wise we did it, and pretty often for my age imo, usually once a month depending on what was going on...just came easy to come by over time. we get along but i think the reason she became my ex is she treated me like a husband i guess? she wanted always to be over, know whats up and shit. im fuckin 15 almost 16 i dont want a girl to be always over me like that, i love her and all but man thats just a bit much. i think we could get back together if she understood every night i dont need to see her and such...
just rambled on and kinda frustrated over all this shit going on.....
I have no idea...Last few days ive been with both of them about the same time. Mary came over to my house couple of nights ago, things went farther then i expected. Then jessica and i hung out all day yesterday (had breakfast together then ate at her house with her lovly parents).
Jessica is basically what all a guy can ask for, shes hot (my opinion but others have gone after her), funny, doesnt do drugs/drink, and is pretty caring.
Mary on the other hand is a bit bitchy, fun to talk to but is really havin a hard time makin friends wit people. Hot (both are very good looking, one is more a surfer girl look other a preppy i guess) she gets hit on all the time, even before we were "goin out" she was a bitch to them.
Dunno why i like Mary so much, not a very nice girl i guess, shes preppy in the outside but sure as hell deffirent on the inside.
Im goin to Mary's house tonight to help her babysit, then goin golfing with her in the morning (yet another thing she can claim victory over me with =((( ) then meeting with Jessica and her parents for dinner.
Im not tryin to double play these girls but it seems like i am...
Bah i wonder if going to the party tonight instead will ease a little of this non-sense =)
Yah, what was said above, pretty well sums it up. He sounds like a player honestly, doesn't care to speak with you on how you feel about him, and hooks up with girls even if he doesn't want to be with them..well that reminds me of myself a year ago =(. You can do better, let this one pass. at least for the moment.
Mary and I arn't doing to well, she doesn't know how to return phone calls (missed supercross saturday night). Her friends in the hospital i suppose, but yet finds time to hang out with her other friends without giving me a heads up.
Recently my Exgf has started to try to get back together with me. Sunday night she spent the night, NOTHING, happend. Got in a fight with my mom so she came over and we wathced a few movies and we cuddled. Shes re-entering my life and has always been my love of life. I dont know why Mary is playing hard to get and what not, but with Jessica comming back i dont know what to do.
Today Jessica and i spent most of the day together (during lunch and after school), its goign back to our old selves.
Women, i think i need a break from u guys for a nice long time =|, but once again u cant live without them =(..
No offense you are to big. Im not as tall as you (around 5'11) weight almost 160 lbs but of most muscle (also play football-MLB and SS for defense and HB on offense). People consider me a big guy, but once again i am probably built differnt then you.
At 15 not testing your honesty, i highly doubt you have a scholorship to any major college. I am a very good football player, but NO college has looked at me for football, ive gotten the pre-scholorship type things from universities like Miami, Asu, Colorado AM, to name a few. Just telling me to think about my road ahead and possibly with them (straight A student for the past 3 years-maintained a 4.2+ in HS). It is very early for you at 15 years old to have any sort of full scholorship for a sport.
Being 320 Lbs is over-weight, no doubt about it bud. I can play line no problem on varsity-honestly weight doesn't matter at a HS level, and our top guys weight in the mid 240s and once again are made up of a lot of muscle.
Id advise you to start running every day (i run in the morning when i get up for two miles, come home and do the same (been easy, great weather in Az atm). Eat healthy-try the 6 meals a day thing, my coach put me onto it and i lost a lot of fat weight and was replaced by muscle with working out EVERYDAY. Wont happen in a week, month, or even 3 months. Not trying to bag on you, but it is seriously and over-weight problem, even for a football player. I mean people in the NFL that are pushing 30 years old weight around that or less for the line, and they are a bit more fat (look at some of them today in the play-off games).
Sorry kinda rambled, but just my two cents.
Sounds to me she is flirtatious, likes to play hard to get, and doesn't care much about either one of you. Focusing on ONE girl will surly lead you to a path of self disaproval, go out and say the hell with her, be confident and most girls will be just as easy to get along with as she was.
Many fish in the sea. =)
-and the last time I let my gf go out with her new friends and i forget to make plans of my own =((
I dated my BEST friend's sister for what about a month. I must tell you i would NOT do it. For that month me and him barly talked/hung out just cuz of the fact i was dating his YOUNGER sister, and wasn't to comftorable i guess. That was just dating (kissed and such nothing more), think what will happen when her brother finds out, no way to keep it from him, you will always have that affectionet(sp) look with her (being your first time) and as will she (unless shes a complete slut, then further more its wrong).
You might think being 22 and having no sexual expiernce is kinda low, and girls don't see anything in you. I would love to still have my virginty (comming from a guy lol) girls find it much more better to be around, and after you lose it, sex is just a mere thing in a relationship.
Anyways good luck to you, and you have held of this long, i would find the right girl, not some bimbo that is throwing herself at you left and right, and all you want is friends.