Thanks for that.
I have always been normal, never talked differently, or changed differently and always thought i would be like every1 else. most of my free time has been spent with my friends following around girls and messing with people (our favorite trick is to throw fake plastic grenades at the local courthouse or cop station) but recently i started to feel different towards my friends but im not sure at all
I'm a 15 year old guy who lives in a small town. i have always been part of the "cool" group and always thought i liked girls. recetly a guy who would be friends with a few people came out he was gay, and he is hardly seen because of the crap he is getting. im not really sure if i am gay, but i always look at gay porn and think guys are hot.
i dont want to turn out gay, and i really dont want any comments saying "you have to accept who you are" because i live in the sort of place where it isnt accepted