When I get in the mood to satisfy myself.. I feel like I get out of control in my mind.. from telling myself "i want to suck a guy off!" Or get fucked while I'm jerking off, or run to the store to buy anus toys so I can feel them inside me while I finish myself off.. to constantly wanting to suck myself off and finish in my mouth. I am completely down for anything until I shoot my load. Then reality comes back and I do not have the same feelings. Then I'm glad I didn't act on my impulses.
Until the next time I'm horny it's starts over!!!!
I do always love tasting my preCum and hate wasting it.
I hope some people have the same thoughts!