I'm Stan (alias name) and this is my first post here.
I am 19 and have only ever had one relationship about the age of 15, whereby I didn't feel like I was in a relationship, and nor did she (her excuse for cheating on me) we didn't 'do stuff' because the whole situation felt weird.
Yes I am 19 and still a 1st base virgin (not that it matters to me)
My problem is I haven't liked the idea of being in a relationship, with either a girl or guy (curious) is this at all normal?
All my friends who are girls are lovely people but even as friends I come off shy to them.
My friends (girls and guys) all say I'm socially awkward and it takes too long for new people to learn the real me... And I know what they mean but that's my way of making sure my friends are true friends, and the ones I do have, have all grown fond of my funny social awkwardness!
There's a few girls I would date... If only I actually felt like it.
Corny as it seems I wouldn't even know what a date really is!
Is this weird?
Stan, the newest member!