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    thepouncer

    I never knew how to word it myself, but i feel exactly the same as you do. I have always wondered this myself, and if I was the only one that felt this way, but what you just said describes my situation perfectly.

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    thepouncer

    Originally Posted By: IneligibleIt's more often said that guys who are very close to their mothers are gay, or will live at home without girlfriends all their lives. Really, these are all stereotypes that ignore the fact that we are all individuals and different. Which is obviously fake! i don't get along with my mum at all and I'm gay

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    thepouncer

    Originally Posted By: PepsiChaser

    Um...confession

    I REALLY REALLY wish kids would turn to school counselors, or other stuff. I am ok now, but it took a lot of understanding myself, and creating my OWN "family" if you will.

    As said in the other thread, but I shall also post some here incase it might help, yeah, this is a good idea. My best friend commit suicide, he was everything to me, I didn't care about anyone but about him and me, if I never got to met anyone else, that would be fine, since he was everything I needed. Till he left me an sms saying "goodbye,

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    thepouncer

    I only read the first part, I have to leave soon so i'll drop my reply hereI used to be a selfharmer, I felt crap about life, my best friend commit suicide, and quite frankly, for me it was the only way to relieve my stress. I knew what I was doing wasnt all that healthy, but I talked to my best friend about it. We talked, for over 5 hours straight about life, and such stuff, and he made me realize that eventhough life doesn't always look that good, harming yourself wont make it better. I didn't stop immediatly after that, I promised him I would stop, but I broke my promise ,and for 2 weeks after that i almost cut myself daily. Around autumn break I talked to him about the same subject again, and confessed that I had broke the promise I made with him. The talk with him made me want to stop it, right there, and I never cut myself after that day.Till yesterday, I woke up this morning, and my bedsheet was covered in blood, there was tissues red of blood in my room and my wrist had several new scars and was also soaked in blood. The thing is tho, I can't remember a SINGLE minute of yesterday night, which is the time it MUST have happened. I even went to my best friend that night, we just watched a movie had fun, and quite frankly, I have never felt that "good" in my life.Story short is, i still harm myself, i'm going into counselling at school (or however you spell it), to see if that helps. I'm not really one that gives a flying fuck about my life, if i'd die tomorrow, i wouldnt mind, i'd give my life for any of my friends, i want them to live happy more than myself to feel happy, so I never really bothered doing that much about myself~edit: I read further and there were somethings which you, and java said, which I recognized in myself. You say it's not something you think about, it's like snapping your fingers, the same goes for me, I cut myself. What I tried to do, is trying to avoid any sharp things as MUCH as possible, i didn't cut myself for over 6 months, eventhough I had urges to do it, but there just wern't any sharp things around which I could use, none. Making it harder to get the sharp objects, also takes away the "snapping ur fingers" idea, cause instead of grabbing the knife next to you, and cutting yourself, it requires thought, and this is what helped for me for a while, since in the time i went looking for something to cut with, i thought, what the hell am i doing. I always hated how my arms looked after I cut them, I actually love scars, but after cutting myself i started to hate scars on arms. The scars from when I started cutting aren't going ayway anymore, but if you try to think before cutting, and think about what you're doing, and remember that you will mutilate your body in a way you do not want it to be, that could maybe help you and stop you from cutting.I hope this was of any help >_>

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    thepouncer

    Originally Posted By: ~AngelWitch~AWWWWWWW CONGRATULATIONS HONEY.............i always wanted 4 but couldnt' have another one, you're a lucky lady......cuddles I'm your 4th mom! geezanyway congrats hotpants

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    thepouncer

    Originally Posted By: ~AngelWitch~Originally Posted By: GrvtykllrHuh, maybe Im a heatless bastard or something, you must be ya heartless bastard LOL and i think we're alike PAH! I laughed!

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    thepouncer

    Frankie, hey my name is frank, i bet you call her that because it's my name too! :pmy best friend is called Rits (... dutch for zipper) I first met him when i was around 8ish~ but we lost contact, yet last year I saw him walking around at my school and we got in contact again, now I see him almost every day. He will be leaving school this year but I still got a year to go, which will suck tbh, can't imagine going to school every day and not seeing him ._.

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    thepouncer

    I'm not a girl, ;D

    edit: anyway the whole point was that I just can't easily seem to find someone else, it's been quite a few months ago since I've asked him out, he has a girlfriend now and I see him on a daily basis, yet I still absolutely adore him :p. It might sound pretty desperate but oh well. I've liked other guys since I've asked him out but I just keep on going back to drewling over him.

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    thepouncer

    I had this guy I liked for a while, me and him became pretty close friends. After a while we got pretty close, we talked about all sort of things (his problems, my problems, our likings etc) anyway, I asked him out and he rejected me. Thing is this has been quite a while ago and I just can't seem to get over him, everytime I see him I'm like "oehh How do you get over someone ? ._.

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    thepouncer

    Congrats hope you get a nice job too ;D

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