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    Walken

    I do get flashes of that for sure, but I also get extremely scared. Also my sex drive has died and I am, well used to be, a real horn dog. I loved sex it was great, but its just gone now... Intimacy is very difficult with her

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    Walken

    Well I do have good news in that I am past the year mark with the gf despite cheating (kissed another girl) and breaking up with her and getting back together. Now the thoughts of moving in together and going beyond are starting to pop up... I am not so secure in thinking that with this girl, I do love her and she is wonderful but I am not sure. My family and close friends are feeding me their feelings and all come back with the same feeling of she is just not it. They all tell me I can meet someone better looking, more independent, and more intelligent. To their credit I do agree on some of these items and I can see that I am not "myself" around her all the time. There are times when a simple kiss is a sure way to piss me off and spark my impatience.I want to find that balance in my life and while I am in school and working now I have less patience and I am more stressed than normal. I spend time, that I do have when I am alone which is less and less now, trying to soul search where I want to go and be in life. I really need some help on figuring how I can do this. I am really getting more and more lost as time goes on.

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    Walken

    So I have gone through a lot recently with the women. I broke up with the girlfriend I had for 11 months because after trying to work out our problems it just was not worth it for me to continue. Well I ran into an old high school friend a few weeks before and well she and I hung out and it was something...Anyway after my break up (the same day...actually 5 minutes after) my old friend and I caught up very fast. Now we have been dating for 3 weeks so far and well I am starting to feel different. We keep our space and we do things together and it is special. I feel so special and I care so much it is like nothing I have every felt or gone through. I have had some friends tell me it is love and she is shaping to be the "one" for me. More importantly she does reciprocate the feelings and is working just as hard as I am. I guess I posted this looking for a bit of sanity because I am falling for her. I love holding her and looking in her eyes. I love her hands and everything about her. She is fun and outgoing and keeps my ego in check. Is this love?

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    Walken

    So I am in love with my current g/f. We get along great and we communicate it is so perfect, but...there are a few issues with me and her.First her:She acts like a teen most of the time and has yet to really find her look and lastly she has had a lot of partners in bed, but it is slightly lacking.Now Me:I have been combating an anger issue as of lately but I think that is related to work. My main issues are the following:I have big issues opening up and kissing her or eating her out. I am commited but I can feel the fear in my body big time anytime we go to be intimate. Secondly I have issues in bed. It takes me hours and I end up focusing on just finishing and I am just unable to enjoy our time. I really want to improve myself and accept her more, but I really need help. Any good advice is wonderfuly welcome!

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    Walken

    I have been. She and I are closing in on 8 months of being together... sorry I mean 9 months. I think she is super great but man things are just not right in my mind. I am always fighting with her and it is not like I want to, I just do. I love the thought of coming home to a woman but I am not sure if she is the woman I want to be coming home to. I could see any woman that loves me doing that... I feel bad b/c I am already wanting to look around and see whats out there.

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    Walken

    I am in a relationship with a girl that I care about greatly and we are very close. I do have some questions though regarding her inexperience in life. She is not used to many different things in life, like fine dining... How can I decide whether it is worth sticking through it to "teach" her. I am getting tired of having to show her so much because I ultimately just want to go out and enjoy my 20s... Help please.

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    Walken

    Thanks for the advice but Bob had more of the idea. My company is green but I am thinking a much larger scale. I have ideas for companies and methods to reform our society to be more green. Even if they do not come true I would like them out of my head.

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    Walken

    SO folks it has been awhile since I have been on here and I need a bit of advice. I am working as a Project Coordinator/Manager at a high tech company in Silicon Valley, always at the forefront. Well in my year being there I have developed a serious interest in the environment and green ways. I have always had that feeling that there was something I was meant to do and that it would be something big. Well I have one weakness and that is getting the ideas in my head, out. Does anyone have any advice?As far as developing them on a techincal level I am going to school for a BS in Elec. Engineering. As far as being able to present my ideas I can already speak in front of crowds as I already give speaches to my company.Hope you are all doing well and are having a great new year.-Walken

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    Walken

    the new stuff sounds like the old stuff. it is pretty damn good bud

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    Walken

    Anyone else need a new pair of pants from the new Metallica CD

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