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    youdonotseeme

    I do some upper area excercises. Push ups, Boxing, Break dancing. But I noticed lately, that my right arm is noticeably larger than my left. The biceps, triceps, the whole right arm is more cut and packed than my left. Now the excercises I do, I don't concentrate fully on my right arm. I tried doing some stuff like brushing my teeth or doing normal tasks with my left hand instead of my right, but it's not helping. So are there any excercises to add more excercise to my left arm? (I don't lift weights.)

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    youdonotseeme

    Thanks for the replies. Avoiding him and doing the opposite of him is going fairly well. And i'm really trying to control my temper. Self defense uhh... I'm a black belt second degree Tae Kwon Do, 4th dan Kendo, and I boxed with my friends (before I moved.) But the thing is, he is like really twice my size and last thing I wan't to do is get in a fist fight with him (Because he is my brother). Calling the cops would really get the whole family angry at me though.

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    youdonotseeme

    The only ones I can think of is School, or through other friends.

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    youdonotseeme

    Thanks for moving it.

    Yea his personality is really in the dumps.

    I have no friends, but he is really popular and has tons.

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    youdonotseeme

    The mall is very far from where my house is. And I don't think kids meet other kids at the mall anymore.

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    youdonotseeme

    I've had very bad anger issues (It runs in the family.)
    Whenever I get angry, I start tear'ing, I breathe heavy, it's very hard to talk and I smash anything I can find. My fists don't hurt when I hit a wall/door or anything.

    Lately I've been having a BIG issue with my older brother. He calls me a dumbass, pushes me around, punches me all the time. (These aren't play punches.) He has this habit. When he gets mad at me, he says, "Come here" and If i stand within like 2-3 feet from him he says, "Come closer" and I don't obviously because hes going to hit me. And if I don't get closer, he says, "Stop giving me an attitude, if you just came closer in the first place this wouldn't have happened." I mean like WOW... I hate him, I hate everything about him. His attitude, his face, I just HATE HIM, he is so IGNORANT. And usually when we get in an arguement, when I try to prove my point, he gets angry and yells at my face and pushes me. Then that gets ME angry and I shout back (I don't do it on purpose.). I have a bad habit of punching my head, pulling my hair, smashing the walls when he does that too. Now I tryed to talk to him, tell him i'm not his bit$! and he can't threaten me all the time. Then he gets angrier and says, "YOU WANNA TAKE THIS OUTSIDE". Now that, that is what REALLY ticks me off, he acts like hes hardcore to me. Now if you're wondering, i'm 15, he's 19, He is twice my size and weight. Then he says , "WHAT HIT ME, CMON, HIT ME AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS."... I'm sorry people but I can't take this.

    Oh, my bad, wrong forum. anyway I can move it?

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    youdonotseeme

    I moved awhile ago, leaving a lot of friends and problems behind and looking forward to a fresh start. But now, I feel like crap. The school I wen't to here had kids VERY different from me, and I already got into a fist fight (I didn't wan't to but the guy pressured me.) I have made NO friends, some acquaintences though. (This is my first time moving so I have no idea how to actually talk and make friends.) Now back at my old school, I was known by everyone, but now, it feels so weird. I'm just the new kid nobody knows. The people constantly test me, as if seeing if I am vulnerable to be bullied on. They push me, or call me names. Back where I used to live if someone did that to me I would get into a fight, and it happened rarely. Now almost EVERYONE trys to push me or insult me, and i've been trying my best to ignore it (Only once did I not control myself.) Now it's summer break, and I have no friends, I just sit at home on the computer 24/7. I go on myspace and hear/see these people that are totally different from me. Now I don't know if I should be looking forward to school or dread it. I know I really wan't friends, but I don't know how to make them. I don't wan't to be alone. I let myself down alot. I convince myself that I would work out/excercise and maintain my healthy shape. Later on it turns out i'm sitting on the couch eating doritos and watching t.v. I constantly slouch around and sigh alot. It's like i'm stuck in this ditch and I don't know how to get out or where to go.

    Now i'm not sure if I clearly explained my problem in this post, but i'll come back and fix some parts if I remember.

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    youdonotseeme

    I was planning on going with my friend to a vacation at San Diego and Six Flags. I can't wait obviously as I am very excited. But I read a news article, it was about a woman who fell off a ride at a christian carnival and fell to her death. And I hear all these accidents happening on roller coasters. I really wan't to go but it gets me thinking... Why am I scared now all of a sudden after I loved them awhile back? Will I fall to a tragic death like the lady did? What if my friend and his family wants to go on a ride but I don't? If I don't ride anything because i'm scared, then maybe I won't do anything else in life that's fun because im scared? Then it got me to thinking about Death, and how it lurks in every corner. I can slip on my bathroom floor, I can walk out and get rammed by a car.


    I'm sorry if this is the wrong forum to post this in.

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    youdonotseeme

    Oh my goodness, i'm so relieved... Thank you all, really, and it's true the only two things i'm really afraid of are Death and Hell...

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