14 and lonely

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k

I still think that people laughing are laughing about me. I've got myself worked up quite often over things like that. I keep trying to discreetly check that my fly isn't open or something like that.That's an interesting idea that it's because of being alone. I suppose if you're alone you don't feel acceptance from other people: you don't realise that most people have no problems with most other people, even though they are very different.

k

"well, lets say i had some weird freinds.......acted like them...."You're supposed to act like yourself, not like your friends.

kinda, that was myself cuz i liked acteing like them, didn't know then that it looked stupid

once u have ur own web of friends, no matter who they r, u will higher ur confidence level. im 17 and i still have a similar probs. they say ur probs will be fixed by the time u get to high skool. if not that, then college. ive seen ppl change like crazy over the years.

i went through thisphase just this year. Ive always had friends, but no one that really shared my interests. Then I started karate, made some firends. Then at school, i walked right up to all the "cool" ppl in my school, and htey all knew me, and i ujust start talking to them, and i found some ppl that were interested in hockey, in same kind of music etc.. The key is to find somethng your interested in, then ask around other ppl and find ppl that share that interest [art, music, sport etc] and there should be no problems making friends.

okay here's my interests (that are not cool)Music: Sweetbox (a J-pop band that sings english) (they have more of a sad rock theme than pop), and the band called Dope (nu-metal or metal?)Sports: I hate all of them! exept archery and skateboardingpersonality: sarcastic, quiet, i think im smarter than everyone else but i don't act like it!

In reply to: , i think im smarter than everyone else but i don't act like it! cocky, condescending? why aren't those on your list?

dope aint that bad, they have a good remix of spin me right round baby. Im 15 and im an athlete and one of the "cool" kids i guess if thats what you want to call it. But dont try to act diffrent cuz you want to hang out with ppl that you think are better or somthing, just be urself and find friends that you share the same intrests i guess.

I don;t want to hang out with people who are better but i want ot hang out with people like me but they don't like me