If you guys read my posts you should know quite a big about me, Im very open with my life, And most of you here are very helpful. So, While i was reading thru threads out of boredom at what is now 10:30am, I havent been to sleep for 25 hours maybe more. Which believe me, i dont require much sleep but this is a lot for even me. I have also dropped a lot of weight lately, missed a period, and been eating a lot more (just carrots and pretzels, not icecream or chocolate or anything like that). But im noticing that im a lot more, anxious sort of i guess. I cut, not often but i havent lately and im not what you'd call a deppressed person. This summer ive been in europe, and its amazing believe me. Soon Ill be heading home though, and im so excited about that (finish up my last couple years of school, get back to old friends) but for some reason thinks arent connecting to my brain. Im normally a very efficiant person, work, school, social life ect. but my head feels like its on vacation and its draining my body doing it. I feel tired but if i try to sleep i stare at the ceiling, or if i want to go to dinner with some friends or my boyfriend i dont feel like it. I dont know if any of this is making sense to you guys I just dont feel like me. I used to write. Writing was my passion and i dont do it anymore. This is sort of difficult to explain, but I dont know. It feels like im watching my life outside myself like im not in control of it. Can anyone lend some advice or help?
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Ok, So yea something isnt right.
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I think I know what you mean. The same thing happens to me a lot. I'm anxious all the time, since I was like 4, but I go through times where it does get worse like being kinda restless, agitated and so on.Maybe you're bored? I don't know, the mind works in mysterious ways. Also perhaps you doing the same thing over has taken its toll on your mind. Or maybe you're depressed? HINT which is maybe why you posted in this section? Could well be depression. If you find life becoming miserable, and feeling unable to participate in thing you used to like doing, then maybe you should get it checked out, I don't know.I'm going through a depression period myself, and life just seems dark, horrible and dull. I'm not sure if I'll be able to climb out of it yet, (5yrs going on and off) but I'll see.Anyway, I hope that helps a bit.
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Well the usual thing would be that something big has happened that has thrown you off a bit, but sometimes it can just be a lot of little things that take their toll on our systems. Are there a lot of small problems that aren't being resolved?And missing your period was probably due to the rapid weight loss.
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I dont think its cause i do the same thing all the time, like i said i spent the summer in europe and just now going back in 14-15 days.
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last year i used to have severe anxiety and i didnt eat or sleep and i dropped like 30 pounds in 2 months. i didnt know what was causing this anxiety and i didnt feel like myself and it made me really upset. as soon as i started to go see a counsellor i realized what the root of my anxiety was (i was scared of being sick at school, and i was scared of being around alot of people aka social anxiety) i started to give myself self talks and just really be around my friends and family alot... all of this helped the anxiety lessen,and even though its still there today i know how to deal with it. maybe you should go see a counsellor, and maybe once you get home from europe and get back into your regular life, things will go back into place.good luck
