thanks for the replies everyone,ill go into further detail.my best friend at the time was the guy i did it with. two guys who, at the time, where good friends of mine, but hate me now, for various reasons (but im glad to be rid of them, because i have a small group of some awesome friends now i wouldnt trade for anything) where in the room. we where all naked- we decided to walk around my friends room naked and compare dicks, etc, to experiment. i know, not the typical teenage thing to do on a saturday night, but well they where getting naked so i thought i might as well follow suit. anyway, ironically enough one of the guys who has been telling people about this was playing with my ex-best friends dick as well at the time (but im not ex-friends with that guy because of the experience, that is a different story all together) and i guess, if everyone finds out about this and starts making fun of me i could expose him as well, but i dont think anyone would believe me. another thing worth mentioning is the other guy spreading this around was jacking off in the bed i was sharing with him. i thought it pretty strange they where telling people what me and my friend did together, when they werent that far off from having done it themselves. Still, i felt ok about it until i thought everyone would find out, then i suddenly felt all uncomfortable about it. its just, if people at my school find out, i will be friendless. i know, who needs friends that cant accept you for who you are- but i live in a very homophobic part of the world and thats just the way things are. Also, those friends i mentioned earlier, the people who dont go to my school and i see on the weekends, if they found out they probably wouldnt desert me, but im terrified that theyll see me in a different way.still, its worth mentioning that i lost my virginity a few days ago! and in case your wondering it was with a girl, lol.sorry for the long post.