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So, I have not been here for a long while, and I thought I would share a few things with you that have happened since me and Felipe ended our little thing. One of his best friends and I bonded, after we noticed both of us had just undergone similar "breakups"- For some reason he knew about me and Felipe. And.. We had been like, best friends for a few months afterwards, then slowly started to drift apart, he got back with his ex and she is pregnant, I told his sister and now he wants to kill me. Mmk. My work life.I recently opened a bank account, and, in my opinion has to have been the most stupid decision I have ever made. Because, I got my tongue pierced, I went out for a Jamba Juice, thought I had enough, used my card, Over drew 2 dollars, BAM! My account goes under 37 bucks. A few weeks pass, and little to my knowledge there's a daily overdrawn fee, of 5 dollars, which had been slowly adding up. I never check my email, so, I didn't notice this steady growth. My pay checks had been going into the account via direct deposit, and I'm still in debt to my bank by about $250 and I am NOT enjoying it. I'm not making enough money at The Outback Steakhouse any longer and I am thinking about quitting to get a night job somewhere. Better pay, and I'll actually be awake for the shift. I don't know though... If I stay with Outback I MIGHT be promoted. Or I could go into overnight retail... Boring, but good pay. I don't know, suggestions?I also know that Hobby Lobby is hiring right now, and they recently raised their minimum wage to like, 12 bucks. Or was it 8? I don't remember. Minimum wage in Texas is 6.50, and I make 2.13 and hour at Outback because I get tipped out, which is shitty as of late because of the recession shit. Blaahh...Relationship Status:Single, hating it. Looking, hard. Gay, loving it. Attractiveness, not so much... Ethnic Preference, Hispanic, please.I am very bored right now, and I just thought I would let you guys know how I was doing, I almost wrote "who I was doing" to answer the question, nobody. Been sex-free for 4 months... AND I'M DIEING! I need me some cock, and I've noticed my horniness at my workplace... Hitting on my straight coworkers for God's sake! I'm insane.I'm going to go in for a blood test, see if I have contracted any STDs... Or if I need to work on my cholesterol. Blood Pressure, I think I'm having small heart attacks. Sharp stabbing pains in my heart, whilst my right arm goes numb. It's weird, also, randomly my muscles will lock up, like, hard to move them, like I'm over-exerting them, when I'm not. Anything wrong with this?I have a ganglion cyst that could very well be a tumor on my wrist. Cancerous? Maybe. Harmless? Possibly.Does it hurt? No. Texture? Gel-like, would be the description.Blahh... Mmk, I'm done. XD

What a horrible bank!I don't know about the medical symptoms - very weird.

I remember a friend having a ganglion removed from his wrist back when we were about 12. I wouldn't jump to the "C word" to quick on that.I believe that heart attacks cause pain in the left arm but heres what the AHA says...Uncomfortable pressure, fullness, squeezing or pain in the center of the chest lasting more than a few minutes. Pain spreading to the shoulders, neck or arms. The pain may be mild to intense. It may feel like pressure, tightness, burning, or heavy weight. It may be located in the chest, upper abdomen, neck, jaw, or inside the arms or shoulders. Chest discomfort with lightheadedness, fainting, sweating, nausea or shortness of breath. Anxiety, nervousness and/or cold, sweaty skin. Paleness or pallor. Increased or irregular heart rate. Feeling of impending doom.(I like the last one)

yeah thats a pretty horrible bank, can you close the account for freeze it?btw maybe you should chanel your sexual urges into something else for a while, to help distract you. It can be anything, kind of like 40 days 40 nights.

Get a new bank. Love will come when your not expecting it. Be mindful of your health.

Most banks will reverse all of those charges for first time offenders. Talk to customer service and say it with me..."Overdraft Protection"

I just used my tax return to get out of debt... So, now I just have other problems. XD

Everyone has problems of some sort. Paying off your debt was a wise and mature move.

Anything we can help with?

Not really. But I appreciate the gesture. Mostly just problems saving money, getting a car, getting my license, going to get my GED, going to Culinary school and moving out. Then I might be able to start a life. Those kind of problems. XD

They are all difficult issues, but the time will come when you'll be able to look back and say "I achieved all of them".

Without help too. Maybe advice here and there.. But, for the most part I will get it on my own.