First let me say this is not a joke, please be serious.I think I might be going insane, when I first starting realizing this is when I was a real young and I thought about chopping up my dad with an axe and how simple it would be, I felt almost invincible. I thought about how easy it would to comit felonies. I also feeling paranoia, my friend was sleeping over and I was sleeping on the floor and he was sleeping on the bed (we switch off) and I couldn't go to bed, I had instant fear that my friend was going to kill me when I was sleeping. I went to sleep with a baseball next to me. But would I be crazy if I think I am crazy? I am begining not to give a shit.