Please don't call me "stupid" or anything because of this post. Well this has been going on a while now. I am female and theres this other other girl in my school, same age as me. Well I really want to be her friend, but I know she dosen't particulary like me. I fantasize and dream that we are best of friends and I hang around in her group and its amazing. But I know in real life we don't really get on. However, we had a good friendship online for some time, on msn, and we were talking online like we were best friends but at school I acted shy around her so we weren't really friends at school. But then that online friendship broke up when i was banned from the computer. I really want to be a professional singer and I often pretend to sing to her and her mates to impress them. I've realized now that this is an unhealthy addiction. I don't fancy her as in sexually, but when I hear on her blog about what shes been doing everyday with her friends, i fantasize that I was with her doing that particular thing on that day. I need to get over her but I can't. See I know if we became real friends in reality [not online] we wouldn't get on, as we're so different and I think she classes me as a geek. I'm trying to keep myself busy with my other friends at school [who are so nice] and trying to make new friends at clubs etc. toget over her. Has anyone got any other suggestions? Please take this seriously, I don't know where to turn.
Addicted to a girl.
Some people just arn't meant to get on, and you and this other girl sound like thats how it is. You might think she has a better, more exciting life than you, but if you don't have anything in common with her, if you did the same things she did you would be unhappy. Concentrate on finding friends who you WILL get on with, instead of concentrating on someone you know you DON'T get on with already, whats the point in wasting time you could be having fun yourself, wishing you were with her........I dont' get it! Get your own group of friends, do your own thing......be happy with who you are, you CANT change things, so make your own life - good luck.