Lifes a bitch

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So these past coupple of days I have been thinking about life and whats the point of it. I am going to turn 18 soon and I am going to be technicaly classed as an adult. Im gunna have to get a job and start working and paying my mom rent because my mom doesnt get and benafits for me then and wont be able to pay our rent. This got me thinking about the future and what the point in everything is. Im going to college right now to get qualifications, so I can get a job? A job so that I can be like everyone else and sell my time and techinicaly my life for money. Working everyday to pay the rent and replace things that break and occasionaly buy a luxory to make life more bareable. To support a family so they can continue the circle putting money into gready mens hands to keep the world running smoothly. And then I will grow even older and become just a burdin to socioty. A group of people whos lives are paid for by the younger people of socioty as to make the last few years before they die pleasent. I will be old and alone,and die by myself in some fucked up old people home the only enjoyment in my life is possiably seeing my grandchildren if i have any from time to time. I dont want to get old, I dont want to end up like one of those old people who have nothing left. Right now lifes seeming pretty fucking pointless if I'm just destined to die. Theres just no point in anything really. I dont want to watch my parents get old and die. And then just end up dying in some fucked up home of death. I unfortunaly belive in God and know I will never live up to any expectations he has and will end up going to hell. I hope I am wrong and god doesnt exist, because if so the afterlifes gunna be pretty shit for me. I just want time to stay still, and things never to change. Everyone says these are the best years of your life and they really are. I wish I didnt have to grow old . Im not suicidal or anything BTW just the reality of life has really got me down these last coupple of days. I could just do with a few other peoples opinions on life and what the point of it all is. I'm sure everyones been young once and questioned what the point in everything is.

Your only 18, its a long way to go. Think positive of ur future .

I know I'm young but time just seems to be moving too fast. Thinking posative would just be lying to myself

Sometimes I think if I was a hot blonde female with big tits life would be a breeze. Yeah it sucks, I just heard something the other day that 8 out of 10 college grads don't get a job. My major has no good job outlook, just read about downsizing and stuff like that. The key to success in the world is to kiss ass, be a suck-up, they're the ones who get the furthest in anything.

Im doing computer networking and such and there seems to be a large demand for them. Tho when theres a large demand there is a large amount of people who decide to fill that demand so in a few years im fuckedc. I probrably wont get far then cus sucking up is somthing I cant do at all!

"Gee you look nice today, did you lose weight"

"Wow you're so smart"

Just shit like that, I say it to all my teachers and so far my grades have reflected that.

So you've discovered a definite cause-and-effect, eh? So, even though all of your work is worthless crap, you still get decent grades? The people who work hard and study must be just plain stupid.

I know how you feel... I was laying on my couch tonight, and went 'what the fuck? This is gay. I work my ass off to die. Why cant life just be all fun' .. I swear.. Im about to start my own city. Everyone does one thing to support everyone. Just a few hours a day. Rest of the time is just fun. Be no money. Fuck money. Money creates greed and greed fucks everyone over. Be able to enjoy life. Who is with me? Fuck this modern living bullshit. Life is about enjoyment. Not busting your ass. No religion in my city.. Its stupid. If your trying to impress some 'greater' being, then your not allowed. This isn't 'inbtween' or a judgement stage. This is the ONLY stage, so live it up!!!!! Okay.. I will shut up with my crazy ideas..

Is it just me or does that sound a little bit like the idea of communism? Im not saying thats bad im just saying communism popped into my head when I read your idea for your own society.Anyway I think with life all you can do is try your best to be happy and not let things stress you out or worry you too much. I guess trying to be like this can be hard sometimes though.

Its hard not to stress about life. Thats all I seem to ever do. Worry about getting a career, house, family, bills, maintence, unexpected things etc etc.. I hate not being able to predict life. That alone stresses me daily. I get tempoary relief with marijuana, but I cant be high all the time.

Pot + San Andreas = No thinking for 45 mintues :smile:

In reply to:I unfortunaly belive in God and know I will never live up to any expectations he has and will end up going to hell.That's not how the Christian faith works, actually. Everyone fails to live up to God's expectations but they are accepted anyway.Feel free to PM me if you like.

John 3:18. It's as simple as that.

**I think that everyone goes through something like this at different times in their lives................but, in my opinion your not living to die, you're living to LIVE, to experience all you can from life, good and bad, to love someone with all your heart, to have kids (if you want them) and sit proudly as you watch your children achieve, to meet people, see places..............working is just to enable you to get enough money to do what you want, go where you want....................I never think of the money i pay out, i never worry about bills, and i always DO what i want, if the bills have ot wait while i take the kids out for the day, so be it............you're 18, you have a wealth of life, and experiences out there, life is exciting you never know whats around the corner. **

Yeah I think I am just gunna live life to the full and do everything I want to do b4 I die. Oneday I know I will be old and dying but doesnt matter because thats not happening yet. I will try and make everyday woth it because I only get that day once. I regret all the time I wasted playing world of warcraft now when I could have been out with my friends, I wont make the mistake of wastin my life again.

No, my work isn't worthless, sucking up just turns an A- into an A. But it did get me a decent grade on this essay I turned in: http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/image/essay/1

"This is a folk tale not a god damn Oxy Clean Commercial.""Jocasta committed suicide with a pimento..."And the Greeks gave us sex and Lenny Kravitz.That was freakin' hilarious. I'll bet if he told his prof that his tie was lovely, he could have raised that D- to a D.

I mean to post this sooner but anyway... In reply to: Lifes a bitch I think you pretty much hit the nail on the head on that one.

FOR MOTHER RUSSIA!

There is a long history of utopian communites and communes in the United States.

Communism look really good on paper. but there was lead by a corrupt government who took all the money for itself.