About a month ago i was with this guy i had not seen in a while, i didnt want 2 do it but he wouldnt let me go, n since i had my period we could not have sex, so he ask me to give him oral sex. I was scared it was my 1st time doing it i didnt want to. BUT HE WOULDNT LET ME GO! I ended up doin it,but he did not come in my mouth , well actually wen i felt the pre-come i took it out his penis out, so im not sure. I dunno if is cuz in school they had showed me the same pictures that are in this site, about the stds and i am scared. But a day after i couldnt sleep, i had nausea then i felt like if i had a sore throat i was scared, then 2 days later i was lookind at my tongues n saw it had white stuff on the side, i really dont know if i had dat b4 cuz i never paid attention to it. Im still im scared n still have dat white stuff on the side of my tongue i have tried 2 scratch it off with my tooth brush and it dont work. Im soo scared i dont want to tell any1 im afraid they will reject me, i dont want people to think im nasty cuz i didnt even want to do it, im still a virgin n i dont want to have any stds so young im only 15years old. I been thinking about goin 2 my school consul but im afraid she ell my parent. I REALLY DONT WANT TO DISAPOINT MY PARENT I LOVE THEM. N IM SCRARED PLZ HELP ME ( I REALLY HOPE IM JUST OVER REACTING)
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IM SCARED PLZ,PLZ HELP ME
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I really doubt that you have anything. Lots of peopl eget that whitish covering on teh tongue. It has nothing to do with the BJ.
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Thanx but i still dont know was wrong with me, i think it may be cuz im scared but i been feeling like i have a sore throat n i been so scared dat i have been drinking my moms antibiotics( i dunno is that right but they the same 1 dat my doctor give me wen i have a sore throat) i feel different. im real scared to talk to a doctor cuz i dont want them 2 tell my parent ( as i said i dont want to disappoint them, they trusted me n i betrayed thier trust)
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First, don't take random antibiotics! That could definitely cause harm.Second, would you say that you were sexually assulted? You were forced into performing a sexual act. How would you be letting down your parents if you were forced into it? It's like blaming yourself for getting shot by some random person driving by.Third, I'm not aware of any STD that would cause symptoms that quickly.You sound like you're really bent out of shape over this, and I don't blame you. It would really help you if you could speak to someone in real life, like a trusted adult, or counselor, or even a rape crisis line. You should be able to find their number in the phone book. They won't know who you are, and they'll be able to give you some good advice.
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Ima try to find someONE i could talk to put i get nerves im not a very opned person i prefer keeping stuff to my self n specially know that it has to do about stds something dat ive always been scared of that y i didnt wANT TO DO IT CUZ I KNEW THAT CONSEQUENCES.
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IM so scare to taday i woke up with a headache and my throat hurting again i really dont know what it is, i stoped taking moms antibiotic because i know is wrong, but i dont know what to do HELP ME!
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You probably just have a cold. Stuff goes around alot when school starts and the seasons start to change.
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You don't sound OK at all. There's practically no chance that you're sore throat has anything to do with what you did with the guy, unless you caught a cold from him. Definitely forget about your mom's antibiotics.You can't stay bent out of shape forever. You really have to talk to someone your situation. It's not your fault. You were made to do something against your will. You need to get help, the same way you need to get when you break your leg. You really, really need to tell someone.What happened to your post saying that you'd do that? It disappeared. Isn't there a rape hotline in your area? You should be able to find the number in the phone book, or on the Internet.Check out this Web site: http://www.rainn.orgAt the top of the page, it says:In reply to:The Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network (RAINN) is the nation's largest anti-sexual assault organization. RAINN operates the National Sexual Assault Hotline at 1.800.656.HOPE ...Please, please, call them or another organization, or some organization or person closer to home. But you have to talk to someone.
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Yes i finally decided to do it n found this place online n made a appointment they said they will call me tomorrow or monday thank you for your help. I appreciate it.
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Good! And good luck. The way you feel...it can only get better.