I just want you to know ahead of time that I have been writing essays, stories, book reports, and research papers since forever so if my problems seem really long... you know... don't read if you're busy or just don't care. I warned you! Heed my warning! I have two older brothers, I think I told you this already, one is 21 and one is 23. Well yeah, they came home from college again to visit for my mom's birthday coming up. So I've pretty much been picked up from school by either one of them (no subway trains, no walking, no rude new yorkers, yes!) And my friends have been talking about them non-stop. Like they say all these things about "omg your brother is so cute blah blah will he like this skirt blah blah can you introduce me blah blah" even though one's married... you know things like that. It was kind of "flattering" at first but now it's gotten a little annoying. Sometimes they take it to the next level by talking about the way they look naked and all this other nasty perverted stuff. It's not really how I'd like to view my brothers because... ew their my brothers. That's weird and freaky. Gag me with spoon, man. Pretty disgusting. And since they've been back we still play games like video games, racing, and especially football. It's pretty much their fault why I'm a bit of tomboy. It's not something I really wanted to complain about but today when we had gone to the park to play tackle football (and tackling is the best part since they're guys they can take it) it's alot of fun. But my friends were all like "ooh he's touching you blah blah you jumped on top of him blah blah did you get horny or did he have a boner" etc. Too much info. I'm leaving out the nasty things because I get sick when I think about it. I know I should just ignore it but now I get hesitant to play football when it's my favorite sport...next to soccer of course . And my brother Brandon (he's huge like a monster/bigfoot/godzilla...scares me, probably scared other army men too) I got all wimpy when I went to throw the ball with being tackled and all and he was like "what are you a girl?" wow thanks! Yes I am, smart one. He was just kidding though. Anyway, it's kind of awkward now thanks to my "friends". Like I don't hear enough people talk about sex. Why is everything about sex? There's more to life than sex... lol. No really, guys there are . Why are you looking at me like I'm crazy?! There is! lol Things like chocolate or drooling over Texans, or both. Can't get much better than that. I would like to tell them to shut up or in a more mannerly way say "please don't say that" but I have and they bring on the whole thing about me being a virgin and stuff. That's annoying too. I mean I could ignore what they say but you know the things just sort of pop up in your head and feel all guilty and nasty. It's stinky. Me being the type of person I am who takes everything dramatically I keep asking for forgiveness for thinking like that, been doing that alot lately "God, I'm sorry" becomes my self-motto, but still feel bad like "ew you dirty slut! condemnation! you shall be judged!" too many Bible classes . Woah buddy, off track. Ignore the last few lines, including this one. Well that doesn't make sense since you have to read it to know not to but it would be too late... omg I'm such a mixed up girl dang. BASICALLY, I just want to get over this and not have to listen to what they have to say about my own flesh and blood because it's nasty and I don't want to think that way about them. I guess my brothers are "hott" but see even that sounds weird. Is there something I can say to my friends that will make them stop saying stuff like that and so I don't have to feel guilty like that?
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WOW i actually read it all lol. Anyways. To me it sounds like your friends are just immature. You sound alot like me at ur age, i was more mature than all my friends and it got to be annoyying. There is no reason to stop hangin out with ur brothers or doing the things that you like, because of ur friends. Ill put it this way..... if it were me in ur position....and i was a girl in this situation!......i would probably drop those friends. now i know that seems drastic, but, i dont put up with people talkin about the way i am with my family. Family is number one to me. Especially with the fact that your friends bring up you being a virgin, that is immaturity at its best. Thing is being a guy, we all work differently. Basically if i were to tell my friends to shut up, they would listen because if they didnt id beat them up lol. But yea, sounds to me like ur friends are a pain in the ass, you dont need it.
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I do tell them in a nonrude way not to say things about my brothers like that but it's like they just don't care really. I'm like the invisibile girl or something. (ooh fantastic four!) Same happens with my sister with my guy friends but I've gotten used to that since they holler at anything that walks on two... smooth... long... legs. I've tried being aggressive about it but I can't because I'm a... WIMP! dun dun dun. The truth hurts.
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Why is everything about sex? There's more to life than sex... lol. No really, guys there are . Why are you looking at me like I'm crazy?! There is! same way i feel. it's kinda like that here. my brother and sister are close to the same age. both in college. ry's friends don't make (well that i know if) sex remarks abut her but they are like she's hot. ry's tried to date a few of her friends and she had a friend that was around hanging out with him more that sarah when she was over. lolash has never really said nothing about him. but that that don’t mean she don't to her friends...there usually hanging out with me. Shit there are always girl hanging around our house. LMAO.. humm that maybe y josh (ry's friend) is always around too. haha
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Lol, typical right? I tried hiding my brothers from them. Like when they come to my school to pick me up I feel like a friggin CIA agent ducking and leaping trying to get to the car in one piece. Oh but no. My brother of course makes a big deal out of it and will yell my name saying "Abi come on let's go you slow little turtle" I'm like wow Brandon you're a really special person. How did he make it in the war? I will never ever ever know. But yeah I tried telling my friends again today, but ah... yeah that could've gone better... alot better. Um, it was pathetic. Sigh, I loathe girls oh so much. Helms < It's funny you say "innocence" considering the name of my group is Questionable Innocence lol. Just thought I'd add that.