Ok here is my question. I am 30 never had sex nor have I had any girlfriends or boyfriends in my life "Yeah Pathetic I know". Anyway When I am out I am checking out woman. I never check out guys. I find pussys to be sort of disgusting looking. I don't like the thought of 2 guys being together it actually makes me sick. Now if I was ever with a guy there is no way that I would top him or let him touch my penis. Now when I mastubate I have to think about men having sex with me but I am a woman in my mind for me to get off. I watch alot of Transsexual porn actually its the only porn I watch. I hate it when the Transsexual is topping the guy or the guy is sucking the Transsexuals dick. Just the other day I realized that I have never thought about woman when I masturbate. Now show me a picture of a guy with a nice chest and alot of muscles and I get so hard, but I have to think that I am a woman in order to get off. I am currently trying to get with this woman that I know. So I am really confused why in the heck I look at woman and think WOW WOW she is hot but when I am treating my body like an amusement park "quote for George's mom" I have to think I am a woman with a hot guy.
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Am I Gay Am I Bi Am I Transsexual?
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wow now im confused I think you need some professional help to enable you to figure out, you. All this confusion can't be good for anyone.
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I agree with Angelwitch, maybe some professional councel would do you some good. Plus once you are with a partner that may also help. But dont rush it, I was a virgin til I was 30 as well, its not really a bad thing.I was glad I waited so long, it made the 1st time very special becouse I was with someone I love very much.
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I really think you need to do some serious soul searching and find out who you are. You need to do this to grow mentally or spiritually. Until you know who you are or find yourself you’ll feel this way. You have the answers. It starts with acceptance….
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I am going to have to Agree with Angel on this one. I think a professional that can mayeb help you sort out your feelings would really benefit you.