The relationship im in right now is the most important and...its just...the most meaningful and in-love-not-lust sort of relationship ive ever had. but i dont know how to sort of, let him know that. I feel like i cant convery or put into words how i feel for him (which is not only horrifying) but really confusing. I really want him to know how i feel, because he means so much to be i just cant...express it i think.