You know it is funny. I am back for one reason to vent. I am nto here to listen to peoples oppinions on me.I just do not understand my dumb fucking parents. They have the brains the size of peanuts. Clark is the dumbes tperson on this planet and does not deserve to be alive. My mom is a totally dim wit because she always does the things that piss him off. Always, never tries to avoid them or ignore. I am really Pissed off right now, I mean I hate them so much for how they act. THEY are fucking retards. I wish I could knock them out. So goddamn dumb.
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Well I am back
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Move out then.
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oh well that would be the end all to problems, but nope. My Jeep i snon functional I am redoing it all. No money, no job, and school.I just got 3-4 months more to go. Then back to Indiana. I was just venting.
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What is it that they exactly did to you? That's pretty harsh to say about the people who brought you into this earth...
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well clark = my moms bf...my dad lives in San Francisco. I have no clue what he is doing never talks to me anymore.It is more of clark and my mom have physcological issues from the way they were brought up(i mean they talk about it). And all the stress from that gets taken out on each other and mostly on me. Makes for a very bad enviroment for someone who is trying to piece himself back together so I can go and live my life and have a family.
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So you mean that they are basically treating you badly?
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Ah yeah. They use the lot..Guilt trips, yelling, anger...threats, insults. I get it all. I used to be able to deal with it so well, but I have to deal with it so much, that I am just starting to break down. I mean my friend was doing the same, so I started to do it back instead of knocking out his teeth. I am just losing it...I just want some goddamn support, but hey what can I do...only a few more months until Indiana, but it is funny my mom acts like that then she is loving then the dark side...I feel like I am being bent out of shape like the moon Io in orbit around Jupiter (its gravity bends the moon out of shape)
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Hmmm, I gotcha. You can't let people affect you. What they do and say to you... brush it off. You're better than that. If your friend is treating you a certain way then you don't need them. You don't deserve it either. It seems to me that you're just trying to get your act together and people are constantly getting in your way. Ignore it. Don't let it stop you from acheiving what you need/want to do. I know how you feel a little. My mom is sort of the same way. She'll be screaming and yelling at me and threatening me in French giving the hint of a smackdown beating then the phone rings. "Hello? Oh hi Sally how are you? I'm great. How is the family" Wow. But it's good for me I get to escape her wrath, if she doesn't remember later. So like I said before, don't let these things get to you. Going to Indiana is something to look forward to and keep you sane.
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Well it has been like this. Grade school was mad fun of, high school made fun of given a hard time. And I had problems at school. It is affecting my studies. I think I need to talk with my professors. I really need help. I mean I want to do so much, but it is always that is stupid or focus when I am but they do not want me to do that.
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You need to go talk to someone. Either a teacher, or a counselor or advisor. You need to tell them your problems. I had an issue once and an advisor really helped me out alot
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Well, as long as you're living under their roof.. you go by their rules and whatever comes with it. If that bothers you then there really isn't anyone you can talk to but them