This has to many things in it to post under the other topics so im putting it here. Where to start. Well lately ive been down alot. Ill be happy when i have a good day, but it seems everyday is getting to be bad. First off i had an amazing business oppurunity and now it seems like its dissapearing because the owner who gave me the oppurtunity is being very unprofessional and i dont like it. So now that that oppurtunity is floating away, im starting to get scared because i dont know what to do with my life. Im a Finance major and i dont know an exact job to go into. i guess im gonna try to intern, but from there i dont know. Me n my firends are trying to invest and form a business, but i dont even know where to start. I want to make alot of money, that is my dream. I guess is stems back to childhood, gettin gmade fun of every day, dreading going to school. I guess that if i become successful itll be a way to say i told u so. Then i am having woman troubles because it seems like the nice guy is finishing last again. The girl i work with, i care about her alot. we dated by the way and ive known her over a year and a half. I always try to make her feel better, and make sure shes ok. Her on the other hand, it seems like she doesnt do the same. She says i mean alot to her, but when i have bad days she doesnt really go out of her way to see how im doing like i do for her. I just wish she was recognize what i do for her, but she doesnt. And women in general, im alone, and i hate it. I can never find a decent girl and im sick of it. My dad is having surgery thursday so thats on my mind. School i just hate and want to get it over with. Im not sure if i actually want to do a minor in business administration, or just do a major and graduate earlier. Then if i want a certain finance job i have to pass my CFA exam which i dont want to take at all. I dont know what the hell to do anymore. This is me venting