how come everytime I get into a fight I feel like the bad guy and I feel like the opposing party is going to kill themselves and the whole mess will be blamed on me and my whole life I will carry the burden that I made some one kill themselves! this fear is eating away at me! HELP!!
What kind of a fight? A physical fight or an argument?If its an argument, maybe you are just making strong, personal points and you feel guilty. Refering to someone's problems at a time when its really not neccessary and this could be making you feel bad, believing that you have upset the person because of this.
an argument but Its not even that big of a thing we argued about I get this way about everyone!