Catastrophic

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Okay well all bad news today...Friend is going to actually live in Fiji, so in 1 month I will never see one of my buddies again (really sucks), my list of car repairs just got two items longer, and greta the girl that I have actually opened up to may move back to Washington very soon. I am not depressed just been a bad day, especially to hear a girl that you have spent so much time with say, she is not happy here. It hurts me for her to say that. If she goes back to Washington, she will not be in school but will be with her friends and haver her "life." If she stays here in CA then she will be in school, no "life," and the person that she is closest with(me) moves to Indiana. This has been one sucky day...I feel bad that she has such a choice...Life is not fair for someone like her, who has learned so much and is so smart...So all in all the relationship idea is out the door, most likely...SO I finally open up and show the true me to someone and they are moving away...wonderful.

If she does decide to go I am going to thank her. She has been incredible and really showed me that a bond between people can make life that much better, but also that when things like this happen it can hurt oh so much too. I know I will recover, but I will miss her so much if she does go.

I wil now go 99% off topic and print lyrics to two songs, from one of my favorite movies.

God made the mountains
God made the sky
God made the people
God knows why

He fixed up the planet
As best as He could
Then in come the people
And gum it up good
The first thing you know
They civilized the foothills
And every weary put hills
The mountains and valley below
They come along and take 'em
And civilize and make 'em
A place where no civilized
Person would go
The first thing you know
The first thing you know
They civilize what's pretty
By puttin' up a city
Where nothin' that's
Pretty can grow
They muddy up the winter
And civilize it, into a place
Too uncivilized
Even for snow
The first thing you know
They civilize left
They civilize right
Till nothing is left
Till nothing is right
They civilize freedom
Till no one is free
No one except
By coincidence, me
The first thing you know
The boozer's in prison
And the criminal he isn't
And only the rascals have jobs
When I see a parson
I gotta put my arse in
A wagon that follows the tail of a crow
The first thing you know
I pick up a Blow
The first thing you know

I say its still 1% on topic because he talked about how she wasnt happy there and isnt happy here and I think it sorta deals with that in this one...

I was born under a wanderin' star
I was born under a wanderin' star
Wheels are made for rollin'
Mules are made to pack
I never seen a sight that didn't look better looking back.
I was born under a wanderin' star
Mud can make you prisoner
And the plains can bake you dry
Snow can burn your eyes
But only people make you cry
Home is made for comin' from
For dreams of goin' to
Which with any luck will never come true
I was born under a wanderin' star
I was born under a wanderin' star
Do I know where hell is?
Hell is in Hello
Heaven is good-bye forever
It's time for me to go
I was born under a wanderin' star
A wanderin' wanderin' star
Mud can make you prisoner
And the plains can bake you dry
Snow can burn your eyes
But only people make you cry
Home is made for comin' from
And dreams of goin' to
Which with any luck will never come true
I was born under a wanderin' star
I was born under a wanderin' star
When I get to heaven
Tie me to a tree
Or I'll begin to roam
And soon you know where I will be
I was born under a wanderin' star
A wanderin' wanderin' star

The movie incase anyone should care to see it is a musical, Lee Marvin, Clint Eastwood, and Jean Seaberg. one of my all time favorite movies in any genre, the movie? Paint Your Wagon

Yes they really sang the shit, no they cant sing, Who cares ? still a great movie, I laughed my ass off thru it all and I aw it first in the late 70's, Iv since worn out 3 vhs tapes and watch it atleast 2 or 3 times a year on DVD.

thanks chance, but I feel better. I got to talk to the friend I have had problems with we resolved, I was at fault btw...and I know that she has always helped me and continues to do so. We just chatted for 71 minutes on her friends phone long distance, LOL.

Helmsman spamming? No way...I did not see anything on topic...tisk tiskI talked to her last night..she went driving.

It was 1% on topic I explained it myself already

Great songs Chance.That first one kind of reminded me of the Eagles' "The Last Resort".

The songs are not up to much, unless you have seen the movie

Saw it years ago.