Why why why??

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Guys, I'm going crazy. And now I'm dying. I am dying. Well, I'm sick both physically and mentally. But if I had to choose between the pain I felt in my chest (not love I mean someone literally rubbing a cheese grater on you from the inside out) and dying. I'd choose death. I am seriously hurting right now and I don't know what to do. I've been coughing alot lately and my eyes are red and watery and my cheeks and ears are red and hot including my forehead. Have you ever seen Abi with red ears and cheeks? I look like a Cabbage Patch kid. That's not funny either. I don't know what's going on. It was really creepy today. I think I'm working too hard because I'm taking AP classes, and then I have to take care of my brother and cousins when they get home from school, then go to rehearsal, then go to youth network where I have to work and do that crazy stuff, and I still have to finish my neverending homework. Why the heck is Charles Darwins books so freaking long?? And the day ends with me going to bed at 2 o clock in the morning AT LEAST only to have 4 hours of sleep. I'm losing my mind. I had a hallucination that I was making out with a snow cone. Dead serious. Please don't laugh becaue I'm not kidding. So I think I caught something. Listen to this, I was coughing today when working so I ran in the corner so I didn't gross people out with my mucussynessnessness. And guess what? It was not mucus. No. It was blood! What the freak man. And it was alot too. So I washed out my mouth and I got blood everywhere. And now I'm afraid to cough because I might get blood everywhere. And it hurts to cough. And my parents don't care they just yell at me. So what else is new? Like my mom is yelling at me right now from in her room. I'm trying to ignore her. No one cares for me right now. I could be dying and their like "oh yeah... that kid". I can't wait to move out. If I live that long! Like in Moulin Rouge when the girl coughed up the blood. Yes, like that. Except it didn't come out perfecty on a napkin. No, it was ALL over! And she died at the end of the movie! I don't want to die. I still need to go to Japan and get married and conquer at least 5 countries and reek revenge on that boy in my Chemistry class who won't leave me alone, oh and have 3 kids and meet Julian McMahon... or have 3 kids with Julian McMahon LOL ok leave that alone. I'm serious though. Don't think I'm playing around. It really hurts and coughing up blood can't be normal. Where's the blood coming from? I didn't get in any fights. I'm pretty sure all my organs are attached. What's the deal? And I just threw up blood a couple minutes ago.

all i can say is,NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES GET TO A DOCTOR ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!caughing up blood is most defenitly not normal.

been thru thatboth throwing up and coughing itthe coughing was from being exposed to raw chlorine in a gas form. I worked in that cloud fo shit for 10 years, 12 hours a day. the yacking it was from 3 holes in my stomache.coughing it required oxygen, yacking it required a trip to the ER.I dont know what caused your shit to come up bloody, I can only tell you mine. If it were me though, Id go cough it up in front of them, get it on the floor and couch, then fall down, I bet they get your ass toa doc right off then.its manipulative, but if thats what it takes to get medical attention when you think you need it......

I haven't been working around any nitrogen or anything like what you mentioned chance... unless taxi and bus smoke counts as something but I wasn't inhaling it or anything like that. I don't have anyone to take me to the doctor because everyone's busy and no one bothers to listen. But watch, when I end up blowing things up with my mind due to some radioactive thingy majig, I'm sure that'll catch their attention.I don't know... I checked my throat and it's really red but I don't know what the problem is. I'm guessing if I tell a teacher or something?

or if you have a friend who's parents can take you.or teacher works too.

yeah I lost my folic acid but that's only for my anemia. I don't know if it does anything else. If you mean vitamin c, believe me. I've been chewing on those things like candy... is that ok?

mine was chlorine, not many people are exposed to CL2 :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:
exaust can do the same thing to you, its full of polutants, my holes were ulcers.
I wouldnt waste time witha teacher, Id go to the school nurse first thing in the morning if you have to wait that long.
as a father though, shit in fact I have a kid as old as you, older really since he will be 16 in september, anyways, no matter how bus I am, no matter what else i have going on, I alwyas have time to listen to real concerns, hes called me when I was working from school over shit, I was at the school 30 minutes later taking care of him and the problem.ff fhe annoys me sometimes wanting to tell me about video games or stuff like that but he knows when hes serious and there is something wrong even if Im doing important shit, its ok and Ill stop to listen. Im betting your parents are the same way, life has em by the balls tonight, busy and stress and wanting to sit down and relax with some epice and quite, I bet still if they realize something is serious and important they will take time to listen to you and check it out.
for fuck sakes Abbsterf, atleast try talking to them, give them teh chance to correct your problem instead of jsut ruling it out. if that doesnt work, cough it up in front of them, I bet that changes thier mind real fucking fast, there is nothing to bring you back to real work then the site of your child spilling hte red red gravy.

antibiotics are perscriptions that kill bacteria, not anothe thing works like that and if your anemic, that goes along way to explain the amount of blood loss.

antibiotics... I'll look that up. I'm always putting up with my parents but being the middle child out of 5 crazy kids, you get nothing. They don't notice me unless I get in trouble in school or I helped some cop trip a criminal or something. Oh wait no. My dad notices, no, he smells when I'm with a boy and all hell breaks loose then. I'm tired of going to them only to get criticized. I don't need criticism from the peanut gallery. I'll just talk to my sister's friend, he's a plastic surgeon so he should know something about that stuff.

Coughing up blood should always be taken seriously, and when you are anaemic as well that makes it more serious. Don't let this ride, it needs attention.

Go cough some bloody on your parents. If they don't take you to the doctor then, they're legally negligent.

Could your older sister possibly take you?

In reply to:Oh wait no. My dad notices, no, he smells when I'm with a boy and all hell breaks loose then. Well there is your solution. Tell your dad that you think you might be pregnant, then he'll bring you to see a doctor! Or take you to a nunnery...

lol only you bob.Well I did go to the hospital on... Tuesday night and I had to stay there for two days. I just got home a couple of hours ago. In case you didn't notice my being gone for sometime but ya. When I had gone I had a fever of 103 and I had diffuiiculty breathing while I was still coughing. So my mom called my doctor who said for my parents to rush me to the ER. And yeah it went on from there. It stinks being in the hospital. This guy, I don't care how professional he is, he stuck me twice with that stupid needle and it hurt like crazy. I could of sworn he was trembling. Unbelievable. Oh yeah and they "thought" I had pneumonia but after COUNTLESS needle pokings and taking of the blood, they saw that I had an infection and a touch of bronchitis. But I'm okays now.

Yay, welcome back! So, you are ok now? Just a few symptoms left over but thats about it?And really could you blame the doctor from trembling? He was trying to penetrate a very pretty young(underage) girl with her parents probably right next to him.

lol yeah I only have the cough right now and I'm still kind of weak and tired from blood loss. Otherwise I'm ok. And I don't care how he feels. I was about to slap him! He's getting ready to poke me with a sharp metal object and he's getting cold feet? No way. It's going to hurt me more than it will hurt him lol.

Not if you slapped him! Then he would have been in a lot more pain. A little prick is nothing compared to a big whack!

It was more than just one "little prick" He did it twice! And it hurt because he couldn't keep his hands still. Even the nurse was sort of like "what". If she knew he was doing something wrong she should have said something. Goodness gracious.

Well you survived, right? Atleast we're thankful for that! :grin:

Perhaps he was just starting in the profession and you were his first injection? Or perhaps he just hadn't had a drink for half an hour.