Hey i havnt been here in a while but recently ive been thinking about how life is going to be when i get older and when i go out into the world and it is kind of scaring me. Im a junior in highschool right now and im almost out of school, im not too sure what im going to do after that is all done i might go into and art school since im good at that stuff and i want to make designs or work making video games. But the thought of getting older and having friends going off in different paths and losing loved ones, even though i dont really talk to my family...having a kid. I came to these forums when i was really high and read some posts and this one by Roc really hit me, i cant remember what he said but it really got to me and ive been thinking about life alot. ive even been having dreams where im older and i see everyone all old and depressed... I dunno it just seems like ages 40-50 seem like too much.
I dont know if im making much sense.