I just got home from school and the whole way home I was thimking of this girl I have a huge crush on while listening to Sweet Child of Mine by guns n roses. When I got home, I realized there was nobody home so I decided to jack off (at my computer). When I got here however, I thought of her again...Now I don't feel like jacking off anymore. I had this tremendous feeling of guilt or something (I can't describe it, guilt's not the right word there?) and now all I want to do is sit here and think about her...can anyone shed some light on this for me? because this is too weird...
This is weird...
It means you are emotionally attatched to the girl to some such degree, rather than it simply being a sexual thing. I experienced similar things when I was younger. It was almost like jacking off would be kinda like cheating, especially when with porn. Its nothing to worry about, nor is it unusual.
I'm not sure how Guns n Roses are revelant though :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:
StrapingYoungLad hit the nail on the head. I'm sure most, if not all of us have had those feelings of guilt. They eventually go away and it all becomes good fun.
I too am not sure why GnR is relevant, but I do love that song.
ya, thats what I was thinking as well hehe, just a bit unsual for me at the moment however. oh and guns n roses?
Sweet child of mine --
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
I actually listen to the lyrics? lol
Yeah, maybe its beyond sex and more of an intimate where you jus flat out want somebody if that makes sense haha