I was having a long distance relationship last year, this was my first girl friend. I wanted to talk to her about our relationship, she had to be at the airport in the morning so we only had a few hours to spend together. Only problem is I never got that far.You know that queasy felling you get when around some one you like? For some reason I get it worse then most people, I ended up acting on that queasy feeling twice. After that I went to go lie down and started to shake uncontrollably almost as if I was in shock. Needless to say we never did get a chance to talk.Since then it has continued in varying “intensities”especially when I know I will see this girl I like or any girl I have an interest in.Some how I don't think this is common, what on earth is wrong with me?(One thing I think I should mention is that I'm 22)
Bad self confidence maybe? Why do you get nervous around her? What makes you so nervous? Is it the thought of her not liking you or something???
I know my self-confidence is and issue and I have been working at it. The strange thing is a few months before this started I met her family, I flew to the other side of the country and it was my first time on a plane. I met the extended family as well as her friends.Now that I come to think of it she did mention that she went quite far (but not all the way) with her previous boy friend. So I guess I'm afraid I end up with a girl who has gone too far and maybe more importantly how far would I really go?Am I just over thinking things?