I don't know where exactly to start. but mainly.The girl I told you all about when I first come here that was raped? I don't understand, why can I not move on?I have a girlfriend now, who I care about and who cares about me back, but still, I cannot help but still want her back.I know I have a Girlfriend, And that the chances I will ever see her again are around 1.05% chance, and I know I should move on, why can I not? why do I still long for her.It's really bumming me in so many ways.1 Because I know I can't ever see her again. and 2 Because I have a girlfriend and I still like the other girl as much as ever, so now I like 2 girls and this is screwing with me.Because I know in the long run I actually like the other girl better then my gf. so now I'm kinda mad at my self for that.And I just don't know what to do or why I still like her so much, its been 5 fricken years, I have a girlfriend, I know I have no chance to see her again, Why won't I listen to my self when I tell myself to move on D=?
I don't understand.
It was some years ago that you last saw her, wasn't it? It was a special time and the distance has given her a golden glow in your mind, that a real person in the here and now can hardly compete with.
In these situations it's usually best to meet again, and either find that she is still the real love of your life, or (more likely) find that you were in love with a memory rather than the real person. But if you are unlikely to be able to meet again you don't have that option. :frowning: