to pull the fucking plugI've had it, I'm so fucked.Utilities getting cut off, eviction notice, bullshit. First thought when i wake up is "i wish i was dead"but no. I'd leave a kid who had to live with the knowledge that his dad swallowed the business end of his 12g. Leave a nice mess for the landlord though.and as far as the so-called social safety net... I've willingly poured into the system for years but is it there for me now? of course not. As a matter of fact, they imply that I'm stupid for living in a 2 bedroom town house, even though I've been able to afford it for the last 13 years.no no, I should put everything I own in storage and get into a welfare flop house with a bunch of transients and prey that non of them are pedophiles (or just not see my son)what about the fucks I worked for in 07... after all, they made me lease a new car because my old, fully paid for car didn't fit with their vehicle allowance policy. No fucking apologies for leaving me in that mess when they decided to shrink their sales force.Government recession programs? nothing... designed to retrain factory workers, not white collar professionals.working now but straight commission contract because that's all there is anymore. too little too late. and not so easy when my fucking phone just got cut offevery day, i'm bombarded by my government's advertising for the "economic action plan" Millions worth of TV spots and stupid signs put up every time someone sticks a shovel in the ground. MILLIONS of dollars to pat them selves on their backs but nothing for little old me.so fuck me, I'm better off dead.