I know I been a asshole and did / said things I wish I could remove. I can only say I'm sorry. I'm sorry to every one! It's not fair that cuz I am feeling like shit that I turn it on to others.
It's so hard to know u need help and at the same time know no one can help. I'm not saying that for an excuse...it's jsut fustrating and it's how i feel. there aren't no excuses like I told some one the other day... no excuses I'm just been a ass.............I'm sorry.
Now I'll go and leave all of u alone.