I have know a girl for maybe 8 months now, we started out as friends, then excellent friends (we get on so well) until I told her I was crazy about her. Unfortunately she has a BF. They have been going out 18 months. So the answer was "no". We remained good friends. Anyway, I was out with her about 2 weeks ago and long story short we were at a bar and her BF was there.She was all over him. She invited me out and she rewarded me with a show of "this is me and him". (Kissing)A green monster ERUPTS somewhere within me. I was so pissed off! (Even know as I write this I am struggling not to smash my keyboard in) If she didn't know that I was crazy about her and it were just two friends going out fair enough. But she knew.I haven’t spoken to her since that time (about 2 weeks ago) and I see her in college all the time. But I haven’t spoken to her at all. Or acknowledged her.In an ideal world, I would want to be with her. But since she is with the fucktard and I can't have her I don't know whether I want to be around her.If I am around her then she will probably hurt me again and again and again with much of the same show. This is what I feel anyway. Because she means so much to me I don't think I could stand being friends with her I only regret that I haven’t had the chance to tell her why I don't want to be anything to do with her anymore.I’ll definitely see her tomorrow, we are in the same class. But since I don’t want to be friends with her to get over her yet I want to talk to her…….you follow me? I’m just rather depressed at the moment, any suggestions/help/assassination techniques (for the fucktard) would be greatly appreciated. Mr. Nuts