Why am I so damned ugly!!?

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Honestly - I'm not here to increase my poor self-esteem, I just need some reassurance. I have no idea what is wrong with me. I feel so fucking ugly - no wonder girls find me repulsive and disorderly. I'm not really sure what to do anymore! I feel my looks to be..just outrageously gross. I look way to close to Emo - which is a horrible thing. My style is my style, but I feel it was taken away.I guess, this started after my friend abandoned me - they all got girlfriends/boyfriends - I feel now alone and just....lonely, I guess. I was the only one not to get any girl. My really good friend was O.D after a wild party, now she sits in a hospital. My car is a piece of garbage. My skateboard broke. My guitar is going to hell, and my amp is just fucked. everything in my life is going to hell!! The way I escape reality now, is just doing a line of coke once in a while - I get major cravings now for a blunt. sigh I have no idea what is going on. My band has been just dispersing!! We haven't released an album for a couple of months. No more, something I really love, jamming. Any whom; I feel very depressed now, I just don't have anything to live for now. Moved from my city to another 1 hour away.Honestly - I have no idea what the fuck I've been doing for the past years. My school marks haven't really been affected, really, I still have a 4.0 GPA.Ugh. I, still, feel really ugly. I still can't talk to girls as easily, other then my really good lady friends. FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO SEE MY UGLINESS. I'm not sure if you can post pictures - but, I give consent to? 12345 Anyone - please give me ANY criticism on my looks - good or bad. Oh, and some pictures may be a bit out of date. #2 and 5 are most recent.

Ugly? Yeah right. Give me a break. You're far from ugly. Definitely Emo. Almost girlish good looks. IDK you might think that's insulting. But maybe it's those damn rings in you mouth that make you look like you have teeth sticking out somewhat like a warthog.

I agree with Peter. You're far from ugly. I love the emo style (don't know why). However, I don't see what you like about all those piercings in your face.

you look so cool!! totally my type of bloke, really yummy, you're probably really young so i sound like a pervert, but you aee definately my type and a lot of other girls' too, honestly, you aren't ugly, no way!becky xx

Wow -- If you guys are honest then, I feel a lot better.

SDP - I know I look emo lol. I looked like this waaay before emo came into place. I guess I need to change; as for my piercings - They're taken out. I'm putting my lip rings back in this week. P.S, Girls are O.G(Outrageously Gorgeous)so, it's o.k.

ClassyBlackWoman - I just like the piercings; they kinda complete me. I don't have them in at the moment - but the lip rings are coming back :grin:. My Ex-Girlfriend really enjoyed them, haha - I'm guessing you never made out with someone with 2 lip rings?

Deadinside - Thanks. I'm the only one that looks like this in my neighbourhood, so I'm not very accepted. Girls are scared to date me?

And, I should have mentioned - I'm 16.

You're like the guy who's all broken up because his BMW has a scratch on the bumper, while his neighbors whose car aren't mostly Bondo are walking to work. In other words, your perspective is warped, and it's pretty hard to conjure up sympathy for you in the looks department.I swear, this is how every "I'm so ugly -- here's my picture" threads turn out.You haven't realeased an album lately? Well, I haven't won a Nobel prize lately. If you're depressed, then how you feel would make sense. The fact that you posted in this forum is a clue. What is really going on? I doubt that the real issues are what you listed above.

Not to be offensive, but damn Dracula, get rid of those piercings. I can easily see how girls would be afraid of that.Also, I don't know much about it, but if you're wearing make-up you definetely need to get rid of that. Other than that, you should have no problem getting a girl, I've seen plenty of hot girls walk around with people that look similar to you (without the rings and all that)You do look a little emo, but there's nothing wrong with that.You say you do a line of coke every once in a while... you have some pretty decent self control if you do one every now and then. Don't get too involved in that shit, I find it insanely addicting and it's definetely a money-robber, but I'm sure you already know this. If you're craving a blunt, have at it, nothing wrong with that.I dunno what you're worreid about. You can obviously play instrument pretty good (if you got a band). You don't have to release albums to be cool, just enjoy playing, and enjoy the fact you CAN play good.You also got friends, that's more than some people can say. A 4.0 is also nothing to be depressed about.And to end, you're not ugly.

Those eyes are a great asset. They are so striking. And all the rest looks very good too.

Yes, he has nice eyes.

you're kidding right? you're gorgeous! great model-potential there.

YOU BET! Model! nodding.Like Insearch said...just needs the confidence builder. Which is what many of us need when we come her with questions. I many times think I am on the right "thought track" but not doing well in the actions. This is a great place to "get a shot in the arm".Your gorgeous hon...that IS NOT the issue.

I think you definitely have striking looks, as the others said model material, and personally i LOVE the piercings, but thats just me, i would leave them in, its what you wanna look like so be happy with em...............

piercings should be kept, vry nice, i like that whole image

Honestly - these are the nicest thing anyone has ever told me. For once, a sentence is not finished 'Cut your wrist', that's pretty big for me! haha.

Angel - I have lots more piercings.... I can't say per se; just guess, :grin:

Steve - Thanks; good luck on your Nobel prize :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:. I really don't know what is going on. Could be stress?

Deadinside - Which ones do you think I should keep?

Haha,I've never noticed my eyes before! That's weird.

Thanks Helms. It took me so much time and studying to get it that high! I won't fail! I do have my life planned out - a musician is my way to god. The Academics are, well, not the best for me, haha - but I'm good at 'em. Darn Superior Greek Mathematics. I admit, I'm going to try to just stop doing drugs over all. I borrowed some money from friends and family and I'm fixing up my things - I'm going to work at my job really hard to earn cash for a new car.

It's my plan - It's kife.

I hope I can do it - My feature looks bleak.

Thank you!! - I hope I don't fit the damned stereotype more. By the way, that was a nice simile. Still - I have low self confidence, and esteem. No way I can improve that!

Is it possible that you are feeling the manic/depressive effects of snortting blow and puffing herb?I think it's more the effects of the coke.. that shit is rough, especially when you don't have any. I think it's safe to assume that he's not feeling depressed when he's not high (most people don't). I can easily see how he could feel down when not geeked up though, but he said he was gonna quit that

Damn ... I didn't even do it that much but the little I did messeed me up bad. My nose is permanently fucked up and my heart still races quick when I just think about diong itIt's some crazy shit, that's for sure

I'm not so much worried by my academic stance. I think I'm doing good. As for music - Hell, I'm sure good at that!! So I think, haha.Yes - my relationship problems are just...over the top. Socialization is so damn hard for me. Probably because of my loneliness is why I'm...so lonely. Really lonely.I live in lies - just shameful lies...Good point - I do the drugs to relive the emotional pain - I don't cut like some fgts do, but I do get stereotyped for that...I'm becoming an addict! It's just swerving into a addiction.Oh!! This is my first day I made it without doing any cocaine - craving - but not doing it. Only a little weed haha. Not improving.Honestly - I just want to find a girl, in which, I can love - that's basically my goal. To feel love. I know, sappy, be quitet

I didn't know you were doing coke every day.. that's too much man. You know how much money you could save? I dunno how much you're doing every day, but just NOT doing a gram a day can save you $45-50 every single day.

Dunno where you get that kinda money from, but save up to buy a new amp and a car