Want to get myself sectioned

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i want to get myself sectionedwhich basically means having the men in the white van coming to your house and taking you to a mental institution. i dont exactly like the sound of it, but i kind of feel its necessary. im pretty sure i have a severe anger problem. the slightest thing sets me off the handle, like if i spill a little juice on myself or something, ill hit myself in the head, grit my teeth, scream, close my eyes tight and get really pissed off. i often visualize revenge/violence fantasies against people who have wronged me and i get so angry about things in the past. my sister and my mum are often making me angry, and i find it hard to not hit my sister when she annoys me. when it comes to my mum i can just about control but not with my sister. if shes pissing me off im so tempted to shove her or hit her. im just full of a lot of hate and i hate myself when i fight with my family- i think it would be best for them if i got myself sectioned.but i dunno, should i? im scared. please help me out here.-max

How about bringing it up with a school counselor, so that you get referals to people who can really help you?Anger management and such can really help.

i have an anger counseller whos going to try and help me this year but i dont think im getting across how serious i feel the situation is. im actually scared that i may hurt someone in my family soon. i couldnt find a book earlier so i practically tore my room apart. thats how bad its getting.

Well, you might not get sectioned, but have you EVER been that angry with your counselor? Has he/she ever SEEN the rage you go through?I am curious that if you were to let it out in front of your counselor, if you would get different results.

i havent seen him yet, its just been organized last year.
but i mean, this isnt attention seeking. i honestly think i am a danger to those around me. i get extreme bursts of anger and then horrible periods of depression afterwards...i dunno maybe im just being silly. who knows.

I believe that you are scared, but give the counselor a chance, it will be better for you and your family if you can go it a route that doesn't mean hauling you off.

okay, thanks mate.i was in a very bad place when i wrote that but im feeling a little better now. thanks.

Hang in there. You have a bit of what it takes or you wouldn't have made it through it. Your counselor will help you build on that!

same sort of thing happens to me,i dont think i need to be sectioned, just a girlfriend

Dude, girlfreinds can be quite a good source of frustration and anger at times. While I can understand why you feel you need one, they arent the solution to lifes problems.