Suicidal 17 year old
I wanna go home ( heaven w/ god). On the outside: tell everybody yea i'm ok,smile....On the inside: Crying and screaming 4 help but no one hears.I have a strong urge to cut and/or shoot myself , but i won't because it will hurt my loved ones.
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are you seeing a doctor or being treated for depression?
y do you want to kill yourself? are you having problems at home? how long have you been depressed like this?
You may feel better to share your feelings with someone in person.From myself, love goes out to ya AandC4evr. I'm sure people care about you, and you should realize why they care about you, that way you can care about yourself too.
Don't keep those cries for help inside, let them out. Don't be in any hurry to leave this place, live here first, then you can live with God.
Dear AandC4evr!! I know EXACTY how you feel. All my life I have 'acted as if'. I never believed that I had the 'right' to express my true thoughts and feelings - only those thoughts and feelings that OTHER people would approve of - for THEIR happiness was all that mattered and how I felt mattered not. I can't even count the number of times in my life that I've tried to comfort someone with a kind word or two WHILE screaming inside myself, "please die - I can't take this anymore". But - obviously - I could 'take it' - because here I am!! And that's good - I guess. At least that's what people keep telling me!! So please - don't do anything to yourself that would cause you to die. Take a chance on LIFE and find the courage - somehow - to tell others how you REALLY think and feel. It will be scary - at first. But I've often been surprised by how compassionate people are WHEN I've been open and honest about how I feel. Besides - we're all the same [for the most part] behind the masks. Please read a poem I wrote regarding suicide. You might find it interesting. http://CanadaCraig.homestead.com/suicidepoem.htmlGREAT BIG HUGCraig!!
Not in this thread, mywordsRweapons. Start a new one, if you are serious. - Ineligible
Can you tell us about the pain you feal, do you rember the first time you started to feal this way? I've had my dark moments and I can tell you that cutting will not help it just distracts you from the real problem. Please share with us..
maybe you should suck it up girl boy! there admins! i didn't say anything about mass murder.
omg nice sig.... hahaha
