Problems.

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I moved awhile ago, leaving a lot of friends and problems behind and looking forward to a fresh start. But now, I feel like crap. The school I wen't to here had kids VERY different from me, and I already got into a fist fight (I didn't wan't to but the guy pressured me.) I have made NO friends, some acquaintences though. (This is my first time moving so I have no idea how to actually talk and make friends.) Now back at my old school, I was known by everyone, but now, it feels so weird. I'm just the new kid nobody knows. The people constantly test me, as if seeing if I am vulnerable to be bullied on. They push me, or call me names. Back where I used to live if someone did that to me I would get into a fight, and it happened rarely. Now almost EVERYONE trys to push me or insult me, and i've been trying my best to ignore it (Only once did I not control myself.) Now it's summer break, and I have no friends, I just sit at home on the computer 24/7. I go on myspace and hear/see these people that are totally different from me. Now I don't know if I should be looking forward to school or dread it. I know I really wan't friends, but I don't know how to make them. I don't wan't to be alone. I let myself down alot. I convince myself that I would work out/excercise and maintain my healthy shape. Later on it turns out i'm sitting on the couch eating doritos and watching t.v. I constantly slouch around and sigh alot. It's like i'm stuck in this ditch and I don't know how to get out or where to go.Now i'm not sure if I clearly explained my problem in this post, but i'll come back and fix some parts if I remember.

I think it's important to take the initiative. Go to the mall and join people you know, or introduce yourself to people you recognise but don't know well. Rather than waiting for people to approach you, you should approach them. That way you put things more on your terms, and you get known better.

The mall is very far from where my house is. And I don't think kids meet other kids at the mall anymore.

Where do they meet?

The only ones I can think of is School, or through other friends.