ok, this post is long, but i would like some responces, im feeling so good about my life right now. i needed to tell someone.
Please read =)
Me and my girlfriend have been together for 2 months (on the 28 last month), i posted before about me being nervous to make love with her due to some...self concious things. But i had to let this out, im so happy. Please read and respond.
We had been talking about us getting to the next stage in our relationship, no offence, and i use this word because its the only one i can really think of, this girl is a Freak, lol, in a good way though, she is very open with her sexualtiy just like me. So we had been talking, learning what each of us liked so we'de pretty much know how to please eachother when we got to that part.
The first time we were a little time pressured, we had about an hour, she had to leave to be home at around 2. So we decided, why not, we went up stairs, and i was nervous of course, but i let her do her thing, it had been 5 months since her last "ride" so we took it slow. But i'll never forget the words that came out of her mouth after about 3 thrusts. i quote this... "bullshit you have a small dick". i got a huge smile on my face...i was half mast...i was nervous, and im a pain to get ready to go, but i figured it was enough because of the time pressure.
This past week was my birthday, she came over at around 9, me her and some friends hung out for a bit, and then me and her went inside, she stayed the night.
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We fool around on the phone with talk, we knew what was going to happen, were very open. We went upstairs, and this time, my flag was raised fully.
I'm am very proud to say this...one thing was, she told me i was an 11 on a scale of 1-10, and that i was about 100 times better then her last boyfriend.
Heres my proof of this...
im proud of this, and im so glad i can do this for this girl, i wanted nothing more then to please her was, i gave her 6 orgasm's....my jaw dropped. i know its not completely unusual, but i beat Ex by 4 and i got her to scream...now, i cant keep her away from me.
She told me that once she gets it, she wants more, like i said, shes a freak, ive never meet a girl who is ready to go as much as she is, but im a guy, i cant complain about that.
But my spirits were so lifted.
im not one to be selfish at all, i go a LONG time without finishing, but as long as i know that she is happy, im happy because it still feels good to me, you know?
idk, i love her so much, i care about her alot, i was just really nervous that i might not be abel to please her but i found her favorite spots and motions in less then 5 minutes.
and now, its hard to keep her off me when were alone lol.
idk, i had to get that out. im so happy that she enjoys what i can do, and that im there for her everytime she needs me.
You know what really made me happy though? She has told me numerous times that she feels very secure in my arms. idk, its nice to know that im important to her, and i that ive made her life start to take off again after some series of events with her family.
I love her so much, and i still have yet to find a flaw about her.
i really hope we last, we're taking our relationship one day at a time, she is attached to me, and im attached to her.
Do you think its weird that she is turning 19, and im 17? i look like im 22 and i sound like im 25, i find it funny asking people how old they think i am when i meet them, but im mature for my age, and everyone who meets me or knows me has told me this.
idk, i just wanted to let this out, i hope you all enjoyed my story, now if you'll exuse me, im gonna go to sleep with my girl =) theres nothing better then when the girl you love falls asleep burried in your neck