the past few weeks have been weird for me.. i used to think i was bi, but lately ive been more interested in girls than guys. i dunno its weird.. i like guys sexually, butim not sure if ive ever truely loved one. its almost the complete opposite with girls, but i dunno.. i kinda like them in a sexual way, but not the same as guys.. when im with a girl, i just wanna hold her in my arms forever and spoil her to death. wwith guys, i think ive only ever really had silly little crushes..i dont even know if im capable of loving a guy.. all this came to mind when i gave this guy that claims to love me the excuse that im a lesbian
i really need help clearing out the mess in my head