Hmm where to begin , sorry if this seems kind of jumbled i will try my best to be clear.Me and my most serious boyfriend as to yet just split up , and not even prozac was enough to stop me from a moment of insanity in which i started cutting my wrists. I haven't been driven to this in months and months since i supposedly quit. I just don't know really what to do with myself i know why i did it but now i'm just lay here utterly depressed and useless.I know life moves on , and i know im not going to become a spinster , im still young and life is ahead of me i just really need to find something to wake up for and something to get my self drive back because i guess i am just so lost right now. He really was there for me and he helped me get through these feelings before and now he isnt here i really dont have a clue what to do....Sorry again if its not clearTor
Lost Lonely and Hurting ...
Well, I didn't tell anyone because after my post in the other forum about how great my relationship was, I figured it didn't merit to my believability.Regardless, my most perfect girlfriend ended up cheating on me after thanksgiving, and I abruptly left her. And she abruptly left for her new boyfriend.I know how you feel about losing the one most important to you. I was going to propose to Jen in about a year, I was sure. After a long time of remorse, I realized that there really isn't anything wrong with me. And I bet there isn't anything wrong with you. You're just different, like I am different, from EVERYONE else. Everyone is different, and with all the life ahead of us, and all the world around us, there will be other people. And even if neither of us fine a significant other, at least we can go along for the ride. We can love and lose. We can have good times, and in the end, we can't say we didn't try.I understand what it feels to be alone after a relationship. A lot of people here do. You aren't alone. Here, there are people in all various forms of relationships. Married, Single, Hate, broken, everything. You, like the rest of us will be able to learn from your experience, and make your next relationship better. Make you better.Don't let it get to you. Don't let the sadness run your life. It will be hard, and it will be sad, but you can and will learn to get over this. You'll learn, and you'll feel better than you did ever before. I can promise you that, on my own honor.