Okay..I didn't really know where to post this but I guess this is the best. It might sound a little bit crazy but I'm starting to scare myself. Last year I was annorexic for probably..almost 6 months I really dont remember and I broke my habit eventually thanks to a good friend and I totally went back to being the piggy I am but just lately i dont know i'm just starting to scare myself..I mean I am really thin..15 years old and 85lbs.(doctor say i'll be under 100 my whole life) but I mean i do not need to lose weight but I just have not been eating much lately and basically letting myself go hungry. I am not really sure what it is but yesterday I went the whole day without eating and I mean I knew I was hungry but I just didnt eat anything. I dont know maybe I'm just stressed right now, but I really do scare myself. I just remember this is all how everything started last time did this to myself. And yes I did make myself throw up a few times and thats the last thing I want to go back to. I dont know what do I do ? I mean i dont know how to make myself eat..i know it sounds crazy but at times i'm like starving and I just won't go eat.. I dont know i guess I'm just looking for ideas on making myself eat because I know i could easily go back to that. I dont know, this is probably something that sounds completely crazy, but I just I dunno..maybe I'm just crazy and i'm just being totally stressed..but its been almost 3 weeks now..I dunno just have any ideas on how to make myself eat..or do you think maybe it's gotten to late..ahh now i'm confusing myself
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it is a struggle being young these days ain't it? suck it up. i don't like having to fucking deal with dip shit downstairs... or fuck reaching into my toilet to fucking fix it after 40 fucking people used it... or changing my kids diaper (what a worthless piece of crap, can't even feed himself) ... on a more serious note. get professional help and stop beating around the bush online. these place isn't gonna help you anymore than being able to tell you that you need to get help. aner is (agreed by most people) treatable only through counseling. and also, incase you need wake-up juice, look at your situation like this. if you are starting it again, you didn't get the mental help you need ( it is mental), so it comes to this, destroy your health or get help. beating around the bush does nothing but NOT help you.
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The only thing is though, is that I dont know if this is serious or not..I might just be having one of those phases..I dunno i guess if i continues i'll have to do something about it..it's just..i scare myself with this kind of stuff
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you need to see a counselor about this that specializes in eating disorders... i don't think its going to get better on its own for you. Maybe see a nutritionist too that could help you plan healthy meals for yourself...i dunno what you can do to increase your appetitie-- i find that if i eat a lot of starchy things it increases my appetite. you could see a doctor and ask if there are any medications that are used to increase appetite. but i don't think lack of appetite is your problem here...
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Well yeah..I guess I don't really want it get anymore serious..I suppose I might as well tell my mom what's going on and see what she thinks..but it may take some time my mom isnt always the easiest to talk to about this stuff..but we'll see..thanks for your input guys..
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that was actually really good advice..
Yeah.. you honestly need to get some help and talk to someone about it.. even your best friend maybe.. theyre always full of advice.. teachers are always good to talk to too