I broke up with my girlfriend in august of 2009 in a really bad way. She called me and I freaked out because her words were harsh and I never talk to her since I pretty much just never answered my phone or anything. I was going though problems and it just added on. I tried to move on by getting another girlfriend but it didn't work. I couldn't stop thinking about her even when having sex. I recently tried talking to her but she says she's got a boyfriend now. I was heart broken but its my fault I lefted her. She's dating a complete fucktard idiot and she's so smart and I would never expect her to date someone like that. I can't stop thinking of ways to get her back into my life. Should I try to become friends or wait till she breaks up with her bf and come back into her life or just leave her alone. I know she still has feelings for me because she says she almost cried talking to me when I ask her if she still had this teddy bear I bought her. And she even said she still sleeps beside it everynight.