Worst Week Ever?

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well hmmm... idk where to start out... the last 4-5 days of my life, have been the worse 4-5 consecutive days of my life ever... first off, i was molested/raped today by a couple of 13-14 year old girls and possibly a gay boy from my apartment building... i was too high/too drunk to move, and i had a pillow over my face, sad to say, is that when i finally could move, my pants where unzipped, and my shirt fucked up.... worst part of this is that idk who did what, for all i know i had sex with that guy... although i dont think that was the case... either way i feel violated, and it was not a good feeling...for whoever wants to say anything like, "how do u know they didnt just unzip ur pants." or whatever... i think they did more than that because of the fact that there was dried up/semi dried up cum still on my leg and pants...yesterday, i lost my phone at the beach... i decided to go because i was stressed out the 2 days before that... so i decided, whatever let me get out, getta tan, and relax... well all was good till we left, and my phone stayed...the day before that, a friend of mine and i burnt a hole in my carpet, bed , and we spilt hookah water on the floor... and i got grounded cause my mom "felt like it"the day before THAT, i got stabbed in my left hand... call me a liar, idc i got pictures to prove it... and i sincerely cant stand writing anymore, so ask ineligible or mmafighter for details...heh... i was just about to hit submit, but decided to respond to my girlfriend (yea i got back with her) and she just told me the plans that me and her had to see each other tommorrow were cancelled, because she didnt want to be stressed about waking up so early, and having to take the bus...lol... i've sincerely gone through such an epiphany over the past few days, but i do not know how to address it, and accept it... i wanna just scream, but then again, i wanna beat the shit out of someone...i wanna cry, but then again, i just want to kill myself...if karma in this world is true... THEN WTF DID I DO!?!?!?!?

Thanks for the laugh.

huh?

Okay, I'm sorry but I have to ask...

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first off, i was molested/raped today by a couple of 13-14 year old girls and possibly a gay boy from my apartment building... i was too high/too drunk to move, and i had a pillow over my face, sad to say, is that when i finally could move, my pants where unzipped, and my shirt fucked up....
Just what in the world were you doing getting high and drunk with a bunch of kids??? You're an adult, you've should've use better judgement.

Rape is unspeakable and horrible and I'm sorry it happened, but I don't know...

Sucks it hear about the other things that happened but life isn't fair. All you can do is either bitch or moan, or move on.

no no no not like that... if that was the case, then i deserved what i got...cigarettes get ur "high" higher... i was high off my ass from smoking 2/3rds a bowl of kush and 1/3 a bowl of shisha hookah tobacco mixed... which is already giving me a hella high high...then i went and had 2 cigarettes, one was in front of them, which was a bad thing to do, but they do hella stupid things that i've tried warning them about... for instance, inhaling air freshner...reason being that i went over there was cause of... long story short...girl group A dont like girl group B... i was hanging out with girl group B and they called me over there to them... im cool with them both and have stayed nuetral... when i got over there i finished my 2nd cigarette, had some water, decided to go into her room and lay down cause i was light headed/dizzy... and all i remember is staring up at the roof... unable to move my body, then i saw a pillow/ something of that nature infront of my face... from there they did what they did, and idk what to do about it...

i just read that last part of ur post, and idk if it was there before or if u edited it or whatever... but thats such a true statement...

I'm sorry but I still don't understand. You obviously smoked something so much to the point you were paralyzed and blacked out (I think). It may not have been weed, but you still smoked. And you did it with a bunch of kids, who are wackjobs for inhaling air fresheners.Use better judgment. You need to find better people to hang out with.Are you going to confront these kids?

yes im going to confront them tomorrow... and i wasnt smoking with them... i was in my home, alone and then went to there house after wards cause they called me over there...

i do needa find better people to hang out with... problem is, every1 i find stabs me in my back, or doesnt care about me... the only people that did care about me, were my homies from when i was banging, and thats why i feel like ill never be able to trust people/friends the way i trusted them ever again...i know ill never find people like that ever again...for now though... imma just goto sleep... and accept what my life is... and theres nothing that i can do about it...

Good luck.

Im sorry to hear about all your troubles dude. You messaged me about your hand and you sent me pics so i can vow for that, i know it happened. And im sorry everything is going so shitty for you. But i think your to blame for some of it, and your lifestyle needs to change. I know you live kind of a thug life style and thats what you like, and dude thats cool but its fucking up your life. I dont know you all personal but i probably know you more than anyone here, and i dont want to see ur life go to shit.You've got to stop smoking and drinking and getting fucked up all the time. I used to do the same thing as you. My sophmore and part of my junior years in highschool i was severly depressed and suicidal and it was the some of the worst years of my life. I had failed almost every class and wasnt going to graduate. I was getting high or drunk or both every night and just wasting my life away.I got kicked off the highschool wrestling team sophmore year, that broke my heart, i could have been a state champ sophmore, junior, and senior year or atleast placed top 3. I could have went big. From there my life went downhill and i gave up on school, life everything. I had a horrible homelife, drunk baligarant fighting every night which i was always dragged into, i have pleny of stories and too much to tell you about right now. Anyways i got charged with assault and battery sophmore year for knocking the shit out of some kid that fucked with me for a month, and said the wrong thing on the wrong day and i just layed into him. I got in alot of trouble, and was just not a good kid, i was still a good person at heart i just was wasting my life and doing bad things.Long story shot, junior year halfway through it i left my school. I went on independant studies and worked my ass off to make up credits so i could graduate on time (Which i am next month). I quit all the drugs and alcohol, i got a job which i still have (over a year now) and i started doing MMA. I trained for 3 months and won the California State Championship, i put my heart into training and made up for what i lost in wrestling. I changed my life around while i still had time. Im going to Community College next year then trying to transfer to a University after 2 years. Basically what im getting at is you gotta turn your shit around before its 2 late. I know your relying on your music to go big someday but thats a mistake. You gotta go to school and get an education. You gotta go to college and get a degree so you have something to fallback on if your music doesnt work. Because i want to go big in MMA but im not stupid enough to rely on it, you gotta have a backup.I dont mean to lecture you but im probably the only person here who gives a shit what happens to you. I dont want to read about your death in the newspaper, SO get your shit together bro. And if the other members here dont believe your stories, which at times can be absolutely ridiculous but i believe them because i really doubt youd make this all up just for the attention, and the other members here may be amused by what has happened to you, like the person that replied to this thread and said thanks for the laugh. Fuck them dude who gives a shit what they say or think. If they want to laugh at you or not believe you then let them, fuck them and dont let them get to you.But seriously dude im sorry for what has happened to you but if you wanna compare stories someday ive got plenty. Ive been molested, abused you name it. Ive also payed bills for as long as i can remember. Im living with my now divorced mom, its just me and her. Im 17 and ive been the man of the house for most my teem years and all or atleast most my paycheck goes to helping her with bills so we can make it. The only food in our house is a box of cheeze its and some banannas. My father died many years ago and shes all i got so i have to take care of her. And my stepdad who we lived with for 10 years was a peice of shit and thats a story for another day. All im trying to say is i know hard, life isnt fair. It completly sucks and sometimes i hold a knife to my throat, but in the end its not what i really want to do, and i dont think you want to do it either.Im sorry to ramble, we will talk more later. Just get well and try to change your shit before its too late. Best of luck bro -MMAfighter90

It means I don't believe a single thing you say, and am constantly amazed at what new stories your mind can invent.But, on the off chance that you're not lying, then I think you're a complete moron anyway. You can blame everyone you want, make as many excuses as you want, but in the end the problem is you."imma rapper... imma thug... i love to fight... i love to have sex... i like to smoke... i like to drink... i have a complex mind... at least so i think... "You want things to change? Fix your attitude first.

Quote:"imma rapper... imma thug... i love to fight... i love to have sex... i like to smoke... i like to drink... i have a complex mind... at least so i think... "You want things to change? Fix your attitude first. Echo.ADDED: I'm getting a funny feeling about this story. I think I'm finding plot holes....

I'm not clear on something.Did you completely black out?

From what i got he was smoking weed then he decided to smoke tobacco with it (Hookah, and Cigarettes). When you smoke cig's with Marijuana it gets you higher and you get a dizzy / lightheaded feeling so i think what happened is he smoked too much weed and the cig's got him lightheaded to the point where he needed to lay down, where he was basically incapacitated, and then thats when he was violated.Atleast thats my understanding.

Funny, he didn't mention weed. It's not very smart to get high and then leave the saftey of your home.Anyway, I understand that he got really dizzy, but I still would like to know if he blacked out or he was conscious but couldn't move.For once in my life, I want to be wrong but something isn't adding up, or at least, it isn't clear to me.

"well hmmm... idk where to start out... the last 4-5 days of my life, have been the worse 4-5 consecutive days of my life ever...first off, i was molested/raped today by a couple of 13-14 year old girls and possibly a gay boy from my apartment building... i was too high/too drunk to move, and i had a pillow over my face, sad to say, is that when i finally could move, my pants where unzipped, and my shirt fucked up....worst part of this is that idk who did what, for all i know i had sex with that guy... although i dont think that was the case... either way i feel violated, and it was not a good feeling..."In the 2nd paragraph he mentions being too high/drunk to move. Then i believe he later mentions the tobacco which caused the dizziness. He never mentions blacking out or being unconscious, i think he was just too messed up to move, and was too high/drunk to know what was going on.

He mentioned weed in his third post in this thread: "i was high off my ass from smoking 2/3rds a bowl of kush . . ."I think there may be cultural differences which create misunderstandings. People don't differ much between cultures, but how they normally act and talk can be very different.This is a very low point for you, Grown, but later you'll be able to say that this is where you started climbing up.

_Funny, he didn't mention weed. _

He did.. don't start ragging on someone if you don't understand what he said.

Something similar happened to my sister, she was really drunk and higher than a mother fucker. This was at her prom after party. So, her date's freind starts rubbing her "shit", the word she used, and she said she felt like she had a boulder lying on top of her entire body. She then got pissed off and managed to get a couple of words off and smacked the shit out of the guy. He walked away. Point is, they are 14 and 13. Your getting man handled by kids like that? But, another important thing. Everything you smoked was your stuff....right? if not then they must have put some funky shit in there.