I was thinking back on myspace it was an old friends birthday and realize why I can't stand people.
one day she called me wanted to talk to me about something, which she never ended up doing. She was nutty over me for a couple of weeks but was in a long distance relationship and had been for over a year so we tried not to make anything of it.
Anyway she calls me knowing I only had 3-4 hours of sleep, and she was like, thanks I hope I'm not bothering you too bad. (At this point, the most fun thing that happened in over a week was I got some Pizza rolls.)
And I said, that's ok, you're really the only thing worth getting out of bed for these days. (as I remained in bed most of the time because there was no where to go, nothing to do etc.)
And she just went mental. She's like. "No I can't do this, I won't be the only reason someone has to live. My life is hectic enough with my parents divorce and dance practice and plays I don't need more drama." And she logged off, blocked me for almost a year and then eventually came back but refuses to listen when I try to talk to her even though I told her the situation.
It's like she never listend. Now I assume there's some issue she's had in the past, but this has got to be one of the stupidest things I've ran in to in awhile.
I've talked to her Ex and her Brother and best friend, and they say that to their knowledge nothing much bad has really ever happened to her, certainly not anything relating to why she flipped out on me. And besides the fact.
1 I never said she was the only reason I had to live, I said my life was boring and she was the only worth while thing to get out of bed for.
2 If I was, how could you do that to someone, even if it was a really stressful situation. If I was suicidal and considering death and she was the only thing keeping me alive, not telling anyone about my issue and flat out blocking me without talking to me about anything has got to be one of the most selfish things I've seen. This person considering killing themselves, and you like them, but due to this you're going to flat out isolate them from you. And don't even go on about "What if you were in their situation." Because I was, and I resolved the problem.