@gokai It say that this was posted six years ago, Well you should have come to some conculsion that either you want to be a girl, or you want to feel what a girl would feel, or you are a male thinking about having sex with someone other then a girl. Dream interpatations are sometime the hardest when you only have little information about the individual. Being embarrassed is a natural thing but simply accepting the fact makes it easier and less embarrassing. The only fear you have is that that you have given yourself.