ok, its 1 AM i gotta go job hunting AGAIN tmrw morning...but anyways, im so fucking aggitated and i feel the need to vent right now. seriously im so fucking annoyed with the way that women act sometimes. im far from a shovonistic pig, but GODDAMN YOU WOMEN!!! err i feel like ripping my hair out.first off, what is SOOOO fucking hard about answering a question straight! "What you doin baby?" cant talk, _____ is recording herself.where she recordin? "why do you needa be in other peoples buisness?"what the hell is so hard about saying, im in da studio, or in da studio, whatever.wtf is sooooo hard about being straight forward, shes allowed me ta talk to her later cause i was in da studio hundreds of times! im sooo fuckin agitated! i feel like killin myself, this shit is not worth it sometimes! all this work, no reward!she cancelled our date on monday, where i was going to pick her up, take her rock climbing climb to the top of this rock mound, then ask her to go back out with me as the sun set!how fuckin romantic is that? im so fuckin tired of bullshit. im out. FUCK LIFE!
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AGGITATION!!!
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im sorry for my outburst there, im feeling a little better, i took 6 500mg pain relievers and im a bit on cloud nine... life sucks. i think im going to go cut into my thigh some more...
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Please don't. It sounds like the stress is getting to you - try to take some time off, if you can. You're worth it!
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well, as you see i made it through the night. after 10 pills and 4 shots im surprised i actually did... but none the less... time to go job hunting some more.sorry for last night, i was just stressed and needed to get it off my chest