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wow, thanks for making that change
and wow, I can see that I've changed a bit since 2004. I was such a very unhappy and frequently drunk man back then :frowning:

God... LoL.. so I decided to go back and look at some of my first posts. I totally forgot how bad SteveA and I used to get into it... it's pretty much embarrassing LoL.

Though pretty "funny" how I can still feel how annoyed I was with his posts even today lol.

Thanks for changing that Mr. Technical Guru. I can finally go back and search for shit again.

Remember us? yikes.

Originally Posted By: StephieJRemember us? yikes. LoL indeed! Glad we were able to work past it

Originally Posted By: StephieJ

Remember us? yikes.
If I recall correctly Steph, you and I started out on some pretty tense ground. Then a few pm's later we were buds. I love how that worked out. Convinces me that it's always worth working through stuff.

So true:). Was so worth it too!! I love you damien!!!:)

Was? :P

Quote:I was back looking for my first exchange with Lish... she called me an idiot brfore we fell in love Are you ever going to forgive me for that? What if I got out my stethescope?

oh, I think foregiveness came a long time ago but that doesn't mean you have to keep the stethescope to yourself!

Apparently I'm the anomaly here that has no proclivity for growth. I still hate all the same people I hated to begin with and still like the same people I started out liking. I never did understand that, "lets kiss and make up bullshit." It's one thing to disagree and argue but another to dislike someone only to turn around and be buddies. Fuck that crap it shows nothing but a lack of commitment to your convictions of hate. Forgiveness is overrated, getting on with your life while never forgetting is the better course of action with a bit more reason in it. The only reason to be somebodies friend after they wronged you is so you can lay in wait to plunge that knife into their back. And never forget their going to be waiting to do the same thing to you.Friends, partners, buddies really aren't. There may be one person in your life you can count on, and who knows how long life will let that person stay around to be there when you need them or they need you. The rest is just filler.The sad part, this is what I really believe. The even more sad part, I live my life the opposite of what I believe. I don't even follow my own fuckin' beliefs or shitty hate filled advice.Most people aren't worth your fuckin' time and most will throw you over the first time they think necessity calls for it. ...regardless of how much they may know better or how much they may like you or how much they may respect you. Don't believe me? Give it some time, you'll see.There I feel somewhat better. Now I'm off to wear my heart on my sleeve and continue down life's path with my blinders firmly in place.

Bitter, bitter.

What a horrible thing to say.

Im very happy I get along with the majority of the people Ive had disagreements with in the past.

Bitter, yes.Horrible, yes.Reality, yes.Bitterness is within us all. It's the circimstances of life that bring it to light at different ages for different people.

awww, shaddap!

Originally Posted By: OldFolksBitter, yes.Horrible, yes.Reality, yes.Bitterness is within us all. It's the circimstances of life that bring it to light at different ages for different people. I'm sorry you feel that way. Seriously.I'm glad we've never been at odds.

Sorry, It's just been a bad 25 years or so....but I'm feeling much better now.