This should really be a blog post on myspace or facebook, but quite frankly everyone I know is judgemental bastards =D.I have a girlfriend, she's like 500 miles away, mhm I'm prone to long distance relationships. ANYWAYS now that you're done laughing at me I'll continue on.I've been with her for awhile. And I've hung out with people a bit, but I've always been kinda chill, kinda like I don't need a relationship, but I like this girl and I'll stick with her and give her a chance.Here's where it gets pitiful, I ran into my 13 year old neighbor I ain't seen in over a year, how I don't know we live next door, but anyways. and I was talking to her explaining things, and somewhere along the lines I put my arm over her shoulder in a "buddy buddy" sense and was pointing at something explaining something about it. and then I realized when I moved my arm off of her and went to grab a pear (woot free food from the land)It hit me and I realized just how much I actually missed physical contact with people, like relationship wise, I kinda miss my ex but she was a real bitch. So now I'm iffy irritated and stressed because my body wants physical contact (not sexual though that'd be nice too) and my girl is just too damn far away.Problem is I've never actually had any luck with girls within 100 miles from me, so it's not like I can just break up with her and go find someone else. which in turn is kinda shitty because I'd basically be using the other person...So yeah, lame shit mainly needed to vent and continue my curiosity in the human body and why it craves what it does.