Completly Enraged

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Alright, so a few nights ago now i was at an All That Remains concert (heavy metal) its a concert i was invited to by friends, not typically my scene but i do like to mosh so i went along.

The crowd seemed to be angrier than usual, especially for our town. Usually everyone is moshing for fun, helping each other out etc, this time it seemed like everyone was just there to fight.

Anyway im moshing having fun and what not and out of no where someone kicks me from behind (push kicks my lower back) and it sent me forward a good bit and hurt my back pretty bad, so i turn around and some punk rock kid is signaling me to come over to him to fight. At this point i start walking towards him to find out why he kicked me and when i got within range he swung on, me and i swung back and the next thing i new i was on the ground with atleast six people punching and kicking me from all different angles.

This is where im thankful for my training because if i had not have had it this could have been alot worse. So i somehow find my way back to my feet with all of these guys on me (keep in mind im 120lbs so they are jumping the smallest guy their, fucking pussies) so i hit my feet and start swinging.

This last good minute or two before the gaurds get there. I honestly couldnt believe i was being jumped so i just started swinging for the fences in hopes of hurting some people and getting them off of me, i put 3 of them down before i got sent to the floor again and this time on my way back up i got my eye split open pretty bad.

At this point im bleeding everywhere and i just remember standing back up and some black kid was in my face looking scared and i swung on him and just kept pushing forward, the gaurds ended up getting there shortly after.

So the gaurds grab me and X me out of the club and wouldnt say one word to me while i was trying to explain what happened, they just smirked at me and threw me out on the streets and threw a towel at me.

The bouncer looked like he could have been the older brother of the guy that initally started the fight, i dont know if this is true or not but may explian why they smiled at me and threw me out and wouldnt listen to my story. It might also be because when they got there i was swinging for the fences and 3 people where on the ground asleep, either way im pissed.

At this point with my temper and fury i want to find those people and beat them to a bloody pulp. Considering i live in a small town where there are only so many places to go it wont be hard to find these people, especially since ive seen them previously and have a general idea of where they hang out.

Everytime i look in the mirror and see this 2 inch fucking gash over my eye and my eye swollen i want to kill someone. I deep down want to hunt every single one of these people down and beat them to a bloody pulp. Im furious, and i have an army of furious friends and family behind me with people wanting to find these kids and do the same and then on the family side (my mother and siter) are telling me to let it go and not get in trouble, which is logical.

I just dont know what to do right now, i havent had so much hate and anger in me since i was a kid, and im afriad its going to get the best of me, i dont want to get in trouble and at the same time i could find these people hurt them and be gone in a flash and they wouldnt know what hit them. I never thought i would be out for blood or vengeance but after these mother fuckers jumped me for no good reason, theirs a big part of me that wants to hurt someone very bad. Whats happening to this world?

That's what you get for being in a mosh pit.

aw hun im so sorry!! that sucks:(But thats what happens in moshpits. people go crazy!!

That's fucked all to pieces. And about the "that's what happens in mosh pits" thought, I agree that some people lose it a little in mosh pits, but for 6 guys to attack someone for seemingly no reason is a little more than getting overly aggressive, that's down right insane. The only thing I can say is don't go hunting people down. If you see them somewhere, approach them to talk, and if they swing, you get 2 swings before it's assault. From what I've heard, that's all you'd need lol.People is crazy, sad but true.

I would be utterly enraged too, but when I am enraged I generally do things I much regret later. Usually the best thing to do with rage is to let it cool so your judgement returns. Many bad things just have to be put in the experience ledger and left there as a bad debt. Some things just get worse when you try to fix them.

Oh yeah? So thats what happens in mosh pits? Because ive been in plenty and thats never happened, "Thats what i get eh?" So i deserve to be jumped by six people because i was in a mosh pit? Im not going to start with you because right now i have nothing nice to say.To everyone else, yeah i agree i really need to cool down and i will take the time to do so. I dont want to get in trouble and revenge isnt really my style but in a town like this i will likely cross paths with them again, hopefully then it wont go as bad as the first encounter. Thanks all for the feedback.

No you didn't deserve to get jumped by six guys.But when you are in a mosh pit, people get hurt and sometimes things get out of hand..There is a saying: If you play with fire, don't cry when you get burned (or something like that)

back when the pit (not the "mosh" pit) was only a punk show phenomenon, this bull shit rarely happened.there was an honor and respect to the process before outsiders and jocko-boneheads got into it. I'm sorry you had a bad experience.takes me back though, to a show here in town around '94great pit going but some university football player was making the circle but leading with is elbows. He knocked me a couple times and I just took it as an accident, but then I watched him and it was no accident. This is NOT cool. So I wait and hold back till he comes around again, I get the elbow to the back of my head so I turn, locked and loaded, and BLAM. Unfortunately, this was also the point at which the bouncers figured him out and they grabbed him. Long story short, I was talking to my buddy (a bouncer) after the show. He said "that guy was an asshole but I wish I knew who cranked me in the back of the head, felt like a baseball bat"I apologized deeply and bought him a beer.

U know I love u D!! You did NOT deserve this. You're an incredible person who had something horrible happen to you.These things happen and you just need to focus on being a stronger person coming out of it