I know everyone is entitled to their opinion, so please don't let this post offend you if you disagree.I am so sick and tired of hearing people calling people who have/tried/want to committ suicide cowards!IMO, I look at depression like an itch, it keeps getting worse and worse and worse unless you scratch it, but does scratching it and making it go away make you a coward?Now, I don't support people committing suicide, and although I tried it once I would never do it again. But that's what I think so thanks for reading.
Need to get something off my chest
I’m going to stop being silly for a while and get serous. The suicide issue is big. It’s something you can’t explain. It’s different for every one I think. Your mind is more powerful than you ever think it is. I was told something was going to happen to me. I didn’t want too. the only thing I knew right then at that time was the only way not to do wut I knew was going to be done was to just not be there. Not only for that time but forever. I never thought about my mom or my other family members. Never not once. all that was in my head was end it. It can’t happen if I’m dead. point of that ramling is the way the mind works. i can't say for other's i don't know their minds all i know is mine. and yeah it's pretty fucked up lol. Now I can see things I never saw before. I mean if Ryan hadn’t stopped me or I didn’t pass out the last time I tried it I wouldn’t have met Paul or laces or any one I have in the last 2-3 years. The issue of suicide to me is like the cutting one / self harming wutever. Some people just don’t understand them. I really can’t explain wut I want too or wut I’m thinking cuz I don’t really know how to explain it. I know that don’t make since but hell when do I ever make since lol oh yeah a smilie...........
I feel the same way kinda... I usually get extremely angry when I see someone has said that or whatever but I don't say anything... the people who say that are obviously people who don't understand the reason behind suicide...