Before you read this I know that what I did shouldn't be done, and I hope noone does it.Here goes. I've been depressed for along time, and some people at my school know about it. The ones that know don't talk to me about it (Just my friends), but one of the people that know is the guy that is aaaaaalways picking on me (Yippie....). So what happened was, I had been really, more than normal depressed for the whole day, not to mention just really pissed off. I thought to myself that I had to do something to keep my mind off of it. So I took my dog out for a walk.So I took my dog our for a walk, and I ran into that jackass that keeps tormenting me every day.I was thinking about turning around and just walk the other way when he shoved me and went on to say some pretty nasty stuff ("Boo-hoo mommy's dead").Right then I kinda got out of depression and felt really really really angry. I was going to stand up but he pushed me on the ground again and again.When I managed to stand up he kept saying all those things and I stopped thinking and just punched him right in the face. His nose started bleeding.Now I'm kinda scared because I don't remember the last time I felt so good. I felt so good to have shut him up, I was actually in a GOOD MOOD for the rest of the day! I really really want to punch him again, and THAT scared me because I hope to God that I won't resort to hurting people to feel good. I just want to feel good, but not feel good about making other people feel bad.(I know it was wrong, I'm really hoping I won't do it again, but everytime I look back, I know he deserved it)
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Scared about something.
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It says a lot for you, Bjarko, that after all that, you still say, "I hope to God that I won't resort to hurting people to feel good".Well done, all of it.
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Bullies need to be put in their place. It's not always possible but it appears that you have done so. Don't let anyone torment you. You don't want to go overboard, but that punch was well within reasonable boundaries.
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Bjarko, I don't think you did anything really wrong! Just be thankful you did do what I did the last time soemone was talking shit about my family!
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you did good! he deserved everything he got!
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Thanks alot you guys, I'm feeling alot better about it now