Am I'm capable of love? I truly don't understand. What does love feel like? Please Explain . . .
Am i sociopath???
Welcome to A2A, leemccarthyn!
A sociopath lacks empathy--he/she doesn't feel for other people. It is often also associated with excessive self-confidence and assertiveness and boldness in situations others would find stressful, and with poor urge control and wanting immediate gratification. See https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychopathy
You don't give any history or background, so it's hard to tell what is going on. I wonder if you are suffering from depression?
There are several different sorts of love. Romantic love, which I presume you are mainly thinking of, is hard to miss if you have it, because it takes over your life for a while. It never lasts, at least at full strength: if it did you wouldn't get much work done. But there are milder forms like affection. And there is agape, which is intellectual and active rather than emotional: it is seeking the good of others just for its own sake. Of all forms of love, it does the most good, and doesn't need any emotional feeling.