Yeah whatever, another failure!

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Last 3 days, I've really fucked my life up. I've got no friends, nobody that can help me. I was on beta-blockers which were helping a TINY bit! but my anxiety is so extreme I'm usually sick in the morning followed with a really dodgy stomach ache through the rest of the day. Which also tends to make me eat nothing, and so on a weekly basis my weight goes up and down - usually lose 4 pounds or so each week then the next I put 4 on again and then lose it. I'm only 17

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I can't really answer that, but do something to increase your self confidence like working out, playing sports, or even Karate(worked for my Step Mom's, friends daughter). Maybe join the football team.

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As SOME of you may know I saw a therapist, who I decided to run away from because I was too embarrassed. I'm sick of this running away and I'm sick of facing stuff and BEING ILL!

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What's wrong with seeing a shrink? I have been to one the help with my relationship with my Mom and there is nothing wrong with it! maybe you should go back and try it with a more open mind!

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I'M SOOOO FUCKING UPSET !!!!!!! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE GETTING BETTER NOT WORSE AGAIN. ARGH! FOR FUCK SAKE! WHY AM I EVEN TYPING THIS!? IT'S ALWAYS MOVED A SIDE WHEN TALKED ABOUT. FUCKING LIFE, I'D RATHER LIVE IN PRISON OR A MENTAL HOSPITAL THAN LIVE A LIFE WHERE I'M ILL ALL THE TIME TRYING TO DO EVERYDAY THINGS!!!!!

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Trust me I don't think you like to go to either!

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I MEAN, WHAT SORT OF PERSON GETS PHIMOSIS ALL HIS LIFE, HAS A SMALL PENIS, HAS ANXIETY TO THE POINT OF BEING SO BAD HE PUKES IN THE MORNING, HAS ACNE, HAS NO FRIENDS AND THEN IS EXPECTED TO LIVE NORMALLY LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG?

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First of all we are all delt card and we need to play them to our best ability! Phimosis can be easily treated and is more common than you think! I'm sure you puke becasue you get your self worked up for no reason! Acne is also quite common and can be treated with presciptions like acutane..ect! The friends part porbally has to do with your anxitety problem.

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What a major fuck up this world is. Disgusts me that people have to go through this or MUCH WORSE. Defining Normal is another person's opinion of what NORMAL is, because people who don't have these problems regularly share this SAME opinion, looking at someone who has problems is considered not normal and a failure, FACT.

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The world is what it's going to be and like I said you just have to paly your cards the best you can! You are right people have it much worse than you, culd you imagine if you were born with issues that a million times worse than you! BTW that isn't a fact! Wrong!

nsg, you really need to go back to the doc’s and have your meds changed. You say that the beta blockers are helping a “little” but it is obvious that they are not helping enough.There are many med’s on the market to help with anxiety. If you are holding everything in and are unable to talk to people about how you are feeling, then you will continue to feel worse and become more twisted within yourself with hate. No one but yourself can know what you are going through, and anyone that says they do, are lying! All people can do is relate to your problems. What seems trivial to one, may be the end of the world to another.Personally, I would recommend that you sit down and write a letter. Put everything in that letter with regards to how your feeling and what thoughts are going through your mind and what sort of help YOU want. Then go see your doctor and give him what you have written. It is only when he has the FULL facts, that they can give you the advice and or possibly medication that you need to feel better.I offer this to everyone, if you want to vent out in private, please know that my mail box is always open. I may not know what to reply to you or be able to help you, but at least you will know that someone is on the other end who will read what you are going through… and believe it or not, that is all some people need.

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I don't write letters because of the risk of someone finding it, that would be extremely bad. Also I'm not that good at putting my feelings into words

alone i break i like how you but that everyone wants to beleive that there is something is just scarred of that when they die there gone thats it and the person that sead theres a heaven got any proof besides that bible a bunch of rejects beleive in

One more time in english acdc?

alone i break i like how you put that everyone wants to beleive that there is something after death because they are just scarred of that when they die there gone thats it and the person that sead theres a heaven got any proof besides that bible a bunch of rejects beleive in

I like how you called us rejects. Real nice of you, buddy.

Please do not ever decide to have a career in helping people with problems.

Rejects is a bit harse man, i believe what i want to, In my mind i know it's right, But i have NO RIGHT to force it on people and judge them for what they believe in,the biggest reason i gave up religion, is i was catholic and they taught garbage Example: A lightbulb goes out, a normal person replaces the lightbulb, A catholics lightbulb goes out, he sits in the dark and asks god what he did wrong...

i'm sorry for calling you guys rejects but i think it all a bunch of lies in the bible and once again i'm sory for the rejes=ct thing

In reply to: Oh and god's are a means of control you obey rules and get nothing in return seems like a great deal to me. Rules are made by reason. The reason is to be a good person. Kindness is its own reward.

It seems you've had to endure many trials notsogood. People are tested throughout life. Some more than others. For those who go through life facing all the challenges that stand in their way will always come out to be champions. The key is not quitting. There is light at the end of the tunnel and all you need to get there is hope. If something is getting you down, stay positive and looke to the future. It will get better. Tell yourself, "I can handle it". And most of all don't be afraid to fight a challenge with another person's help. Seeking help can be the bravest characteristic one possesses.

You can IM me and talk about anything you want. I'll help as best as I can.

What a bunch of bs. Tunnel, light, etc.

It's called a metaphor. Are you familiar with the concept?

I am, but it's still bs.

So you're telling me that things never get better. Once you step in the darker times of your life it never gets better. In case you were wondering, the tunnel is your dark times, and the light is the better side of life. It only takes time for it to arrive and the key is not quitting so you can see the better days.

Do thinks get better?

From my experience, no.

Every person's experience is different. If you hang in there I'm sure things will get better insearch. Progress all starts with the choices you make.

I've been "hanging" for 15 years. How much longer do you think I'm going to "hang in there"? (Hint: Not long.)